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togoshka

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About Me

this site is for fun only :) i am not a kinda narcisst or sth, don't worry ;)* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

My Interests

design, fashion, photography.... business, finance.... probability theory.... game theory.... psychology....

I'd like to meet:

really wanna know? ;)I am visually/spatially intelligent…I like complex ideas and tasks and do well on them yet often fail at simple things…I am physically sensitive, have acute hearing and intense reactions to loud noises…I have poor listening skills and I often seem not to be listening…When I hear a song I don't understand words (words = part of melody)…I have poor handwriting…I love Lego, puzzles, jigsaws, making things…I like art and music…I have a poor sense of time…I am extremely sensitive to criticism…I am emotionally very sensitive…I have difficulty with spelling/times tables…I can remember the way somewhere after going there only once…I have a vivid imagination and disturbing dreams…I am distractible…I am very disorganized…I have well above average intelligence…I am a creative and divergent thinker…I have an extreme visual spatial learning style coupled with an auditory sequential information processing problem…I grasp complex systems intuitively (often missing the steps)…I process concepts simultaneously…My reasoning is inductive (from the whole to the parts)…I use imagination and I generate ideas by combining existing facts in new ways (creative thinking)…I am influenced by visualization and images and I am aware of space…My right hemisphere of the brain is dominant…I think in pictures rather than words and my ideas are interconnected…When I am asked a question, I usually respond with some form of “tell me more/it depends”…All my knowledge is connected…I can see many paths to differing answers…I have supersensitive nervous system that enables me to assimilate extraordinary amounts of sensory stimulation…I experience extreme sensitivity to physical stimuli, particularly sound, light and touch…I have very sensitive hearing and can hear sounds that would simply be background noise for other people…I can hear whispered private conversations from a great distance…Repetitive sounds such as fluorescent lights seem to me very loud and can drive me crazy…It is very difficult for me to discriminate foreground sound from background noise…I have extreme sensitivity to brightness and glare…I am very picky about what I wear and I cannot bear wool next to my skin…I like to hug and be hugged but only on my terms…I hate being touched without warning…I have extreme physical sensitivities and I am acutely aware of everything and everyone in my environment…I often exhibit excessive physical energy and overactive imagination…My visual thinking is very fast, complex and not sequential…I have difficulty with sequential thinking and poor auditory short term memory…When information is presented to me in the auditory mode, I have to translate the information back into my primary visual mode. This requires leaving reality temporarily in order to do this translating and it means I am unable to hear the current information that is being presented. Once the translation is complete, I return to external reality and continue to switch from taking in external information and closing off external reality in order to translate. The result is that I have a series of gaps where I know certain information and miss other bits of information…In order to communicate my thoughts, first I have to grab particular images in my head and place them in order. Then I have to hold them in memory. Then I have to find the words to describe my images. Then I have to hold the images of the words in order long enough to speak them aloud…I thrive on complexity and often fail at simple tasks…I focus on the larger picture and I often don't know how I have arrived at a conclusion or solved a problem…I do poorly on timed tests…I am highly perfectionistic and I cannot handle failure…I usually refuse to attempt trial-and-error learning because I can't cope with the failure inherent in this technique…I have an all-or-none learning style (the aha phenomenon)…I either immediately see the correct solution to a problem or I don't get it at all (in each case I watch quietly /while pretending not to watch/ or avoid the situation completely because it is too ego threatening…I have remarkable visual and intuitive abilities, including reading body language and facial expressions…I can tell what a person was thinking almost verbatim…I am excellent at mathematical analysis but I make endless computational errors because it is difficult for me to attend to details…I write with my left hand...I see better with my left eye…I shift phone to the left ear…I kick the ball with my left leg…I am open to irrelevancies…I respond to body language and tone of voice…I hug, smile, laugh…I talk to myself in a positive, supportive way, using colourful, playful, childlike language…I see through others eyes and try to feel their point of view…I move, exercise, repeat, experience, play, enjoy…I sing, hum, recall, joke, chuckle…I take a mini-vacation at work desk by leaning back, relaxing, closing eyes and daydreaming…I make eye contact with people to feel their point of view… I am usually vague about what I want to express…I can picture what I want to express but cannot find the words to do so…I favour colourful, emotional, sweeping terms…I have trouble keeping on subject when giving talks…I use personal examples and often fail to conclude…I am sloppy and I like change because I am visually and physically oriented…I like the unusual, the discordant and different…I “know” what is proper for me…I am unaware of time because I lose contact with the here and now…I enjoy meetings for personal contacts…I tend to be impulsive and like impromptu occasions…I do not plan, or if I do, I visualise the result…I take risks (I like change and don’t like to plan so I am more easily involved in new ideas and projects)…I like freedom and dread comparison…I play because I like the feeling…I walk with no destination…the thrill of doing is enough…

Music:

pop, trance, rock

Books:

game theory

Heroes:

chomsky

My Blog

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