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About Me

Trying to make something certain out of this uncertainty. Trying to Experience deep, in this shallow life. Trying to find a way in this place that has no directions. Trying... not to quit, and continue on. Imperfection is what makes us human and within that, we make the meaning.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

if you want to piss me off, go judge other people and show me your ignorance. other than that, i'm not easily bothered.

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Escape

My Blog

verge of... yet again

2 years later... same shit different dayalmost as if.. all this time I've been trying to deny emotionssuppress,fear.. and justifyjustify my own frailty.. with fabrications to live in a world without c...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Jul 2009 08:00:00 GMT

Taking a break from myspace

I don't know how it'll turn out,but just trying to be free of.. whatever mess that I'm in, or I might be inas far as dealing with people.like the quote,"only after loosing everything, we're free to do...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 20:56:00 GMT

what keeps me alive

realizing and noticing the destitute of the certainty, not being able to define emotion- free from it? staying awake, literally. Sober and cold, restless broken balance, modesty, values, clearing deli...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 07:59:00 GMT

sleepless night

somber day.. uncomfortable, dull senses, burdened with heavy thoughts it was not something pleasant, something that i did not desire for, yet, this somewhat 'numb' feeling makes a point, that I'm sti...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 02:19:00 GMT

procrastination vs masturbation

they only feel good until u realizethat ur only screwing yourself-
Posted by on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 18:39:00 GMT

Awkward Time in Korea

Korea 4:00 A.M.- People, asleep. Cars, parked. No lights on, no movement. dead silence. U.S. 11:52 A.M.- People, asleep. Cars, parked. No movement, dead silence except the pastor talking. Where do I b...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 12:01:00 GMT

The apology

sleepless thoughts, restless feelings, timeless essence. all comes together and unfolds its shell, develops and roots, deep.. deep inside. The place that where we've all gone once, or will eventually ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 04:20:00 GMT

10 Unspoken rules of Myspace

10 Unspoken rules of Myspace.1. To the people who have like 1537 friend's, are you serious? Nobody in this universe has that many friends...you're stupid.2. If people are ugly, stop saying you're jeal...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 22:39:00 GMT

learn chinese in 5 mins :)

English phrase -- Chinese Interpretation 1. Are you harboring a fugitive? -- Hu Yu Hai Ding? 2. See me A.S.A.P. --Kum Hia Nao 3. A Stupid Man --Sum Dum Gai 4. Small Horse --Tai Ni Po Ni 5. Your price ...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 21:37:00 GMT

welcome to my myspace

only after disastercan we be resurrectedit's only after you've lost everything        &n bsp;         &n bsp; &n...
Posted by on Thu, 26 May 2005 21:42:00 GMT