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To me life is all about who u meet and the relationships u build! if u knew me then u would know i am all about respect... i just want to be happy again and life a good life! so let me ask all u ppls checking out my profile... what do u think it takes to be happy? y can't ppl just e-mail u that u never meet to say hi and have a conversation...? y can't everyone be willing to get to know someone new? y do they have to try to work their way into talking to someone else? u know y? cause we aren't all open individuals... and for some reason or another we choose not to give someone a chance... but what is the basis? oh well right? so i changed my profile to how i wanted it! i will never agian do any thing to change who i am in order to make other ppl happy... i did it only once and i didn't like who i became! i had a drinking problem but i have it under control so far! it is a day to day thing! y should i hide these facts from ppl? i don't feel i need to impress anyone... all i want to do is be myself and have ppl love me for me not for pretending... u can ask my friend mike! that guy has been there for me so much... i will make it up to all of my friends... about me huh?? if u really want to get to know someone i think u need to be honest, straight forward and know that communication is a must! always be ur self! just like my title says! the best way to find out about someone is to ask. but here is a preview. i learned to snowboard in winter of 05 when i lived in big bear n was working at snow summit... a roofing company... so i will be saving money left and right... no more spending all i have on stupid shit!!! i am a very kick back guy and i just want to meet some people up here that don't have drama. i'm very much a social person i wont ever change. i love meeting new people and learning from them. meeting new people i think helps us grow. but newayz our garage is done and then i can start to work on my car, althouth i have let my brother inlaw use it till i get my license back... i have a nissan 240sx. i'm going to paint it myself then see about have my friend andy do a custom job for me. he got hired by jesse james in like 05 so it will be pretty awsome. then my friend bobby ownes a audio shop and is going to do a custom box. then my dad and i are going to put my new engine in once i order it from japan.... lol. my cars going to be sweet!!! i'm thinking about putting a silvia front body kit on it and having my friend dennis that ownes pacific paint and body in hesperia do the molding of a new rear body for me. this way when i drive around no one will know what to expect from my car they might think it's just all show with a system. that is till i let them hear my turbos!!! yeah it's going to bring a lot of attention. then i can go back to the racetrack and earn some side money. that was how i fixed up my last car, it's just a shame when i had my car back then i didn't know anyone... i didn't race in my home town... i only went down the hill... never gave my name or nothing... lol that was pretty sweet... i would just roll up and they didn't know who i was or what my name was...
this is y i should have joined... but they wouldn't let me...
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was "Daddy's Day" at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter at home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. Of a dad who's never there, a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?!" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, She heard another father say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom and looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone. Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart" With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far. You see he was a fireman and died just this past year. When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day. And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, Who knows what they felt inside Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed.. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.