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About Me

Hmmm about Me.....My about Me has changed and really overnight. I don't have faith in anyone anymore, I don't believe in happy endings anymore, I don't believe that You can love a person enough and they will finally "get it"--cause that doesn't happen. I do not trust anyone and I'm not sure I ever will again. I do not have friends..not really. I find that when I have friends that I love and care about that the more I love and care about them--------the more it hurts when I get gutt kicked, so I'm giving up on the friends thing. My nephew Jacob was right when he said it was best not to have friends, only have aquantances. That way...you don't get stabbed in the back nearly as much. TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART
P.S. I LOVE TO BLOW MY HORN IN TUNNELS *HONK HONK*
Gawd, there's so much stuff about Me that I'd like for people to know....I guess one of the main things is that I'm very diverse, meaning I have many facets. I'm from TN and a proud Southern Lady, I'm so country that most people get a kick out of the way I talk and then, about how "much" I can talk *L* I have a son named Cody and he will be 11 in June. I'm a very blunt person and I'm not at all shy and that hasnt always been the case. When I was in school I was sooooooo damn shy....*L* Not anymore. ANYONE that knows Me knows I'm like ALABAMA'S biggest fan!!! And, if I many mention, I've been in IN LOVE with Randy Owen since I was 13......and gawd knows that has been a long time. *L*
Let's see....I love movies...horror flicks are My favorites. Love CSI Las Vegas....that's My favorite thing on TV to watch. I like to fish....love to travel....I love the beach (Myrtle Beach is a big fav) and the mountains...and yea, I mean the Mountains of TN and I enjoy shooting bows as well and I'm pretty good at it too. I LOVE to investigate the paranormal......which means..I like to go out and do actual investigations for folks that ask Me to and I also go out and do alot on My own or in NC. I'm hoping to add alot more pics on My site about this since it's a huge part of what I'm into. I'm a Medium, Psychic-clairvoyant and an Empath. And did I mention I was a Witch? *S* And please, before you judge...you should understand something...being a Witch does not always mean you are Wiccan....it does not mean you worship the devil....and it does not mean you don't belive in God or Our Creator......I do things to help people...never to harm. I'm more into the healing aspects of it so I guess you could say I'm a Green Witch. One of the most wonderful gifts that I have been given and that has shown it self more and more to Me is My gift of Mediumship....to be able to speak to the dead is amazing and it not only helps those that have crossed over but also those alive that need either closure or just to know their loved one's are okay. I'm also into Crystals, Stones...and all that goes with that. Big fan of Edgar Cayce....he was an amazing man.
TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART
I love animals...I seem to have a way with them. I have two house dogs....Lady and Baby..and two outside dogs, Dixie and Snickers. I've also raised, ducks, chickens, goats, rabbits, cows....hermit crabs and fish...(I think that's about it) *L* Also I'm a person that suffers from Panic/Anxiety Disorder and I do try to educate anyone and everyone that I can about this because it can truely cripple a person......I know. So if there's anyone reading this that might suffer from the same.....please feel free to message Me or add Me.....whatever....just please always know that if you suffer from that or depression--you are never alone. I know it feels like it sometimes, but you're not.
Last but not least...I'm not a bit ashamed to admit that I'm a freaky person...*L* I am as far from a prude as you can get.....in fact I enjoy certain aspects of the BDSM lifestyle and yes, I love leather and whips and all that good stuff. My thinking is, sex should be enjoyed in every way you can imagine........if you want to bring a damn watermelon into the bed, and that's how you get your freak on---------------- More power to ya!!!! I mention this about Myself simply because it is a part of Me and before you judge Me.....get to know Me. *S* TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Lisa
Birthday: August, 25, 1968
Birthplace: Erin, TN
Current Location: Cumberland Furnace, TN
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Red
Height: 4'11"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Southern by the grace of God
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike's
Your Weakness: Chocolate and sex
Your Fears: dying and spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: pan cheese overs
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: never have a panic attack again
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: *softly*
Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN!
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: daylight
Your Most Missed Memory: Grandmother
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: more the merryier
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: in the car
Do you Shower Daily: do you?
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: no
Do you want to get Married: no
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: in the dark
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: legal ones
In the past month have you gone on a Date: with myself
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not all at one time
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: no
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: not an option
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a Flarp manufacturer
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: dark brown/black
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 6'3"
Weight: what's inside is what matter's
Best Clothing Style: redneck/hippy
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: 6
Number of Tattoos: 2
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 15
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Nickelback, Vin Diesel--all sweaty and hot, Tommy Lee Jones, All the Cast from CSI: Las Vegas---I like's that bug Man, Tim McGraw---------I would say Randy Owen but I have been blessed to meet Him....though it's been so long and he's like "The Man" in My eyes.....*L* I could see him everyday and never tire of such......



We think that God has blessed us if we don’t have too many troubles. In fact, religions have erroneously taught us that pain is punishment for our sins. We often ask, "What have I done wrong?" when things do not go the way we want.Yet, to become ourselves in the truest and deepest sense, we must face our own duality, which of course includes facing our darkness.As souls we strive for wholeness, not for perfection. Eventually, we gladly accept the means whereby we can do the Soul work we have come for.

My Blog

The monster within---anxiety

I am just not so good today.  I don't think anybody that doesn't have this shit can ever understand what it's like.  I'm not trying to have a pity party I'm just talking to myself I guess.&n...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 18:55:00 GMT

Wonder what it must be like......

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Posted by on Mon, 28 May 2007 09:42:00 GMT

a poem

I cried today...the tears fell down like rain..+I tried today..to hide all the pain..+I cried today...and I let it all go..+I tried today...to hide it so nobody would know.. I cried today...as I put t...
Posted by on Fri, 18 May 2007 00:41:00 GMT

???????

Song LyricsSomeday   Nickelback   How the hell did we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables I wish you'd unclench your fists And u...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 21:14:00 GMT

..........

You say You do You say You don't... You say You will... You say You won't.....   You say You know..... You say You never knew..... And what I wonder is------Did I ever really know You?
Posted by on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 01:14:00 GMT

Being "back"

Wow......back.  I'm not sure that anyone that doesn't know Me extremely well would understand what and where I'm back from but...there's a few that will.  There's this hole....and it's so aw...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 23:48:00 GMT

Just another ponderng

Life just keeps on passin' me by....I watch it and feel like all I can do is say "goodbye".... I watch My son growing older and sometimes it seems farther away......and he was playing with blocks, was...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 00:23:00 GMT

Me

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Posted by on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 11:51:00 GMT

Cute as hell

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Posted by on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 23:01:00 GMT

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Posted by on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:45:00 GMT