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I'm John I'm 17 I'm in love with María I compose music I take life as it comes, but leave it as it goes. It's best to live now, not back then."Loneliness Withdrawal"

The ink bleeds through my skin.
The sin inside births spawns in my body.
The space between the breaths I take
Just makes my needs more desperate.
The lack of life's so elegant.
I'm seeping out of conciousness...

I love the colors beneath my eyelids.
They swim by and by.
Just let me keep my eyes closed.
Just let die, just let me die.

Don't shake the beauty of this place.
Don't break the music of this space.
Don't make the silence go away.
Don't let go of me...
- John (Sept. 1, 2007/Sunday 12:15 PM)

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Do you know who I am?
Is there something in the air
just breweing something in your stare?
Is there something that I have

...for you?

The water's deep -
don't let the surface fool you.
What lurks beneath the waves
will surely pull your feet

...and drown you.

Can you walk on water?
Is it too much to ask for
to have faith in me for once?
Surely, that's not much to bother

...you.

The glass does not reflect
What I am showing you.
Your eyes can't grasp
Nor can they feel the breath

...I place in you.

Do you know who I am?

by:
J. E. Cortes
(Sept. 1, 2007/Saturday, 11:30PM)

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My birthday was this past Sunday. I am now 19 years old, and being that it was my birthday, I expected something so...I suppose something selfish of the world. For a moment, I believed that my birthda...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 00:11:00 GMT

Therapy (thanks, Ivon!)

20 Ways To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity1.  At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2.  Page Your...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:19:00 GMT

....you know i hate this stupid subject line so just read it, asshole...

...so I decided to write a new blog....cuz I'm way over-fucking-due on it...you know, show some common decency or some shit like that...BUT ANYWAY........ yea...I've been thinkin...since I'm recording...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 21:28:00 GMT

i hate these title thingies...always making me put things in here...agh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEE????? I told you I'd do it! Fuckin dipshits...thought i was lying, weren't you? Well, look who's so damn wrong now!!!! haha!ok, i think you all get it....i lived up to my retarded bulletin.....big ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 20:13:00 GMT

spin around, around, around....spin...around...

I wrote this today.....and I'm gonna post it for all of you.For those of you wh have read my writing, and have heard me talk about my writing know I'm usually not the one writing, it's my hand.he...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Sep 2005 10:22:00 GMT

these fill out things are weird, but koolems...I like em...so, fill them out! NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Give me your number? 2. Have sex with me? 3. Let me kiss you? 4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? 5. Let me take you out to dinner? 6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere? 7. Take a shower ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Aug 2005 16:35:00 GMT

yea, this is duh nuuuu one! CAITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you!!!

What if? » I committed suicide:» I said I liked you:» I kissed you:» I lived next door to you:» I started smoking:» I stole something:» I was hospitalized:» I ran away from home:» I got into a fight...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Jul 2005 18:44:00 GMT

...fucking subject line...one day, i will KILL you!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wut is fuggin crack-you-lating, beeyotches with crotches?lol. i like that.. I saw my Caity 80 ( i told you I'd call you that!) today, lol.or actually, yesterday. I post this shit so fuggin late...it's...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jul 2005 02:27:00 GMT

wow....it's LATE!

yeas.....it's late as fuck.Railu and I hung out yesterday. We had fun, and some more fun. I don't think I'm going to germantown next year. I just might stay in Ridgeway. My cosita's going to...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jul 2005 22:37:00 GMT

I'll fuck, suck, and bust a nut for a few bucks...any takers?

This is how it works...now that you're 'it,' you think of something stupid to make the title of this bulletin and then whoever is FOOLED INTO READING IT has to copy it and repost it to get someone els...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jul 2005 21:06:00 GMT