patience please.
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i'm kelc.
i work at the Depot.
For a year i was in delta delta!
yup, that was me, but if you haven't heard yet, those days were well spent and are well over.
i write more than i speak, but read people more than words. i became dependent and in denial some night last october. i ended a war, but lost the battle. i started a life but forgot to breathe. it has taken me this long to realize, my world had to fall apart before i could piece it back together.
i had the oddest epiphany as i watched this bug crawl across my desk today. these bugs are everywhere, we call them dinosaur bugs, but that is of no importance. we are going to name him jonah. well i sat here watching jonah the dinosaur bug crawl ever so slowly across my desk, examining every curve and possible route. i didn't pay jonah much attention until i realized he can fly. why is he crawling along this way when he could be flying? does he know he could being flying right now? it seems so crazy, and i probably sound that way, but i felt like this little bug. i feel like a lot of people are dragging along, even me. why have we been crawling on the ground when we could be flying? are we afraid of being swat at? are we afraid of getting tired? is it too much? do we think it isn't worth it? i don't know about you guys, but I'm done standing still.
time to get a friggin' move on.
i just glanced down and noticed jonah is gone. i hope he flew.
