i couldn't explain the whole me.the NEED is doubted and scorned by
the EGO which is stomped upon by
the PAIN which is funnled through
the FORM which can only be
ATTEMPT, FEEBLY
to approximate something like
the TRUTH which is only valuable when
GROTESQUE&LEPROUS&DESPERATE&DRUNK
belligerent even.
but to say things out loud
HOWEVER TEMPTING
is is is is is is is is is is is
STUPID AND SELFISH
and invites
PUNISHMENT
for thinking you want
SOMETHING
but then being not sure;
PUNISHMENT
for later, more wavering, then
WANTING
to
GO BACK
or at least
RE-THINK!
then the big questions become:
WHO TO FIGHT?
&
WHO TO LOVE?
and most importantly,
WHEN TO LEAVE?
oh brother, when to leave!
A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genious.Sarah Fucking Donnelly
