I ended up wanting a lot of cocain.
I was at the airport and ask for a line of cocain to appear on a toilet seat and she gave it to me.
I started doing cocain everywhere.
Somehow Scott ended up doing cocain with me.
We would talk about Wilco and Marxism and Communism and do cocain. Before he started doing it with me we had this conversation about drugs.
something along the lines of
me: man, drugs are so wicked
him: nah, not unless they really fuck you up
me: oh? really? what would you recommend to really fuck me up
him: well, pot is simply out of the question
me: well duh, I'm not pre-teen
him: LSD and speed are pretty good, but not as hardcore as other drugs. speed is just too energic and tweeky for me. I just can't listen to Wilco when on speed. LSD is great, I love LSD but that was at another point in my life.
me: I have always wanted to try LSD him: you should, its great stuff. I've never done heroin, but I'm not really looking forward to trying that.
me: hmm, do you do coke?
we then proceed to do a lot of coke and wander around the woods talking about Marxism and somehow relating it to wilco.
We end up sitting on top of the car Bob, Spenc and I found during environmental sci.
That's all I remember of that dream.
When I woke up I put on this giant blue bathrobe I found. It is so large it is ridiculous.
I went and looked in the mirror. There was really dark circles around my eyes from where my eyeliner smudged during sleeping because I didn't take it off before I went to sleep.
My face was really pale so I looked really goth. I washed my face and I just looked like I had been crying a lot.
I looked really depressed and tormented. I wish I had a camera to take a picture of myself.
Ever seen Girl, Interrupted? Just think of that girl who fucks her father and it addicted to ex-lax.
I looked very similar to her.
It made me laugh out loud.
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