ISABEL

True that all of us didnt ask to be a live. Life was just given to us, some of our life experinces have been not at all pleasent n some have been just beutiful. I tend to say that i will take on a tragedy over a happy encounter, this is why, for the most part my life has been a struggleling one i know what to expect from a tragedy i have seem to mastered those horrifying feelings of fear,loneliness and pain. Happiness has been so temporary in n out I can say that it is a stranger to me I dont know what to do with it how do i keep a tight grasp on it n do u really want to. because the longer u have it the more painful it will be when u loose it n in my case i will loose it. But i have realzed that it only comes down to one thing. The only reason happiness its lost is because I want to loose