My name is Melissa Lynne. I have the same middle name as my mother, which I always thought was pretty cool. I am a single mom to a beautiful son named Caleb. Sometimes just looking at him brings tears to my eyes. I’m sure it’s a normal mom thing.I love trees. I love them in the spring when they’re budding. I love them in the summer when the wind rushes through the leaves - It sounds like the applause of heaven. I love them in the fall when the leaves change colour, though it also leaves me feeling a sweet sadness for the bare branches. In the winter I love an ice storm purely for the diamond coating left on the trees.I love my family. I’ve always known how much they love me, and though I’ve sometimes wished that they didn’t, there is a security in knowing there’s nothing I can do to change their love for me.I’m grateful for childhood friends. You never have to pretend with them, because they knew you when you played with barbies, and before you liked boys. Or pretended to like boys! I love that we can go without seeing each other for two years and still pick up where we left off, never having to feel guilty for having a busy life and just being able to enjoy the time we can spend together.I have a love/hate relationship with sleep. I hate going to sleep because I always feel like there could be something I’m missing. I love sleep in the morning when I have to get up. I will do almost anything for another twenty minutes of sleep in the morning.I have regrets. I can acknowledge that I have learned so much from all of my experiences, but it doesn’t change the fact that there are many experiences I wish I had never had. I miss my innocence.I wish I hadn’t started dating at fourteen. I missed out on all of the good things about high school. If I knew then what I know now….. but that would be a whole other list.I am grateful for the close friends I have. It’s hard for me to be naked and unashamed about myself, my past and my present. Thank you for loving me. You are the glue holding me together right now. You know who you are.
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