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13.R.3.N.17.A

Am I Worth It?

About Me

UPDATE: New Year's in Downtown!!
The name is Brenda. People I love call me Bren, People in the Air Force call me Amn K or Alphabet, People I hang out with call me Ms. Loser or Ms. Too Cool (total opposites, mind you). I'm 19. I was born in California, raised in New York, and currently dwelling in Oklahoma... can it be anymore in different sections of N. America??? lol. Anyway, I love sports, not very good at any but I'm willing to give anything a shot. I Like to eat, I'm not one of those girls that you take out to dinner and she picks at her food to save face...count on me to finish and take a bite off yours lol (not really, but you get the idea) I like to consider myself open-minded and outspoken when it comes down to it. I like meeting new people and at first, you might not like me because you don't understand my humor but when you get past that its NO HOLDS BAR! lol not really that either but still. It'll be fun. Anything else? Leave a message. Oh and by the way the "hey baby, your so sexy, gorgeous, hott" blah blah unless I know you... it can get kind of creepy.

To quote Hitch:
Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise. you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the *hell* did I jump? But here I am, falling....Sometimes you just gotta jump and hope that you did the right thing...

"If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide."
-Mohandas Gandhi
"It's Not Where You Go, It's What You Do While Your There" -unknown
A smile can go a long way
It can brighten up your day
Brighten up someone elses day
But most importantly
It brightens up your face
So don't be shy
Show your teeth and
* SMILE *
Someone asked, so I thought Post It.
I fear Death and Isolation. My biggest dream is to be something more than what my parents dreamed up for me. What...motivates me...the thought of failure motivates me I hate losing and I hate being looked upon as such. I fight to win and nothing else more or less. What discourages me...I don't really know I guess it would depend solely on the situation. I don't really have a role model: I grab tidbits from everyone and combine them all together to get my psyche.

My Interests

Why I Miss Home!

This Ladies n Gents...is the Love of My Life!
How do you say NO to this face?
You CAN'T! lol

I'd like to meet:

"When you see a person, do you just concentrate on their looks? It's just a first impression. Then there's someone who doesn't catch your eye immediately, but you talk to them and they become the most beautiful thing in the world." - Brad Pitt
I would like to meet that one guy...that could keep me laughing. I am one of those girls that love to laugh and smile. If you can hold my attention for more than 20 mins, theres a good chance that we shall be talking again. First impression is the looks but looks fade and personality stays. I'm not superficial, if you got the personality you're a hottie in my book. What is the winning personality? Well nice but not tooo nice thats creepy, good sense of humor and can take a lil criticism (not that i'll be giving them but I've been told I am a lil' too critical)....anything else..hit the Notepad (=_=)

My Blog

I'm done

I'm tired of going thru this emotional rollercoaster. The up and downs are too much for me to take. How can you make me feel soo good just to make it go away in a matter of minutes. Sometimes I w...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:19:00 PST

The Past...

When you start thinking about the future you tend to look back on the past. When I look back all I see are happy memories. I know my family and friends remember all the antics we use to do. lol. ...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:41:00 PST

If A Man Wants You

IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) t...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 07:05:00 PST

Later Las Vegas

Later Las Vegas, Until We Meet Again... I had a blast, it was fun lol from day 1 to day 7 (if you want to get technical, Becca!) haha. Meeting all of TSA checkpoint AB behind the detection line lol go...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:37:00 PST

Movie Quotes

Slowly but surely changing my page...needed a place to store this Movie Quotes: How Many can You Figure out! -what...? I was bored, lol Jocelyn: Better a silly girl with a flower than a silly b...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 07:17:00 PST

What I've Been Through...

haven't done one of these in a while but I thought I'd give you guys the heads up on what I have done and doing now. I finished Bootcamp being nicknamed Alphabet...go figure they can't pronounce my l...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Thu, 04 May 2006 08:31:00 PST

Waning Down...I accidentally deleted it.

Well as you all know...well Most of you but if you don't know...Times waning down and its getting to the point where I'll have to say Goodbye to Buffalo. ....why you might ask? I recently enlisted mys...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:01:00 PST

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee

The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of CoffeeWhen things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hoursin a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups ofcoffee.A professor s...
Posted by 13.R.3.N.17.A on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 08:02:00 PST