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jared

I am here for Friends

About Me

"for me, it's splendid enough to remember
past the marching of armies
and the horses that walk the streets outside
past the memories of pain and defeat and unhapiness:
_____a, you brought it to me,
when you take it away
do it slowly and easily
make it as if i were dying in my sleep instead of in
my life, amen."

My Interests

not eating animals. touring. good conversation. scenic drives. arizona sunrises. diy punk/hardcore zines. amateur literature. existentialism. metafiction. allegory/aestheticism. post modern plays. stoner jams. guitar. cherry limeades. shark attacks. pabst blue ribbon. dumpster diving. denny's. shit shows. blueberry crem (711 exclusive). enchilada style. 15 passenger vans with lofts.

Music:

the cure. lifetime. kill your idols. jawbreaker. the backup plan. grade. billy bragg. the smiths. modern life is war. johnny cash. smoking popes. black flag.

Movies:

star wars. chasing amy. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. garden state. the wedding singer. grosse point blank. walk the line. dazed and confused. halloween. back to the future. pulp fiction. rumblefish. full metal jacket.

Television:

the office. meerkat manor. how it's made. sealab 2021. dog: the bounty hunter.

Books:

currently reading... a room of one's own by virginia woolf, the odd woman by george gissing, vertigo by louise desalvo, and the bluest eye by toni morrison.

My Blog

part 4...

2:23 pm   i am too keenly remote and familiar with my surroundings, the environment. dreaming some unfathomable notion of myself, my intelligence, which thus far has solely only yielded and grant...
Posted by jared on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 08:56:00 PST

part 3...

1:15 pm   i am the aged beaten untraditional sailor, burrying storms, cutting water with a thin spread ship. narrow, treacherous, a hole on deck, a rip in the sail, expected to steer this vessel ...
Posted by jared on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 08:45:00 PST

part 2...

6:23 pm   through grey eyes the days shorten. orange and red and dawn cut through a purple sky. elevated, beyond reach, i awe at its quietness, eagerness to retreat without a reconciliation...
Posted by jared on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 10:28:00 PST

part 1...

10:13 am   i had a chance. out of all the empty seats in the world i fashioned one most fitting for rational, for that girl. i had my chance. hums and engines, pistons pushing up, down, sweet whi...
Posted by jared on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 10:12:00 PST

wild horses...

relapse and maybe i'd be clean if only i knew she'd come back but what i need is what kills me... the symptoms to my relapse....
Posted by jared on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 07:43:00 PST

seasonal / manic...

here i fallwith damp and fadedshades of greensfrom the darkest treesand monumental man madearchitecturesrooted and harvestedfrom deep seeded misery.this is the prequalto death and the chill of winterh...
Posted by jared on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 09:18:00 PST

leaving...

blue eyes nailed to my coffin, please leave the funeral in an orderly fashion.  may i forget you on the road for i'm leaving home, with an xoxo...6.02.06 - Lemoyne, PA @ Championship6.03.06 - Kin...
Posted by jared on Wed, 31 May 2006 10:51:00 PST

but not for such as you and i, my love...

we were looking out of broken windows a glass picket fence. fuck. i killed it again. spilt my drink red wine while you think "i was never in it to win it" trickling to our feet a sad river indeed. th...
Posted by jared on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 05:30:00 PST

it's simple talk at best, like 'how's your weekend?'...

the last of what the locksmith crafts. stationed quietly under the yellow ribbon next to the sorry mournful begonia rubber soles for the soul cursed word nothing more i got a ticket that night no ins...
Posted by jared on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 08:31:00 PST

may 19, 2005...

STAR WARS - EPISODE III: REVENGE OF THE SITH 
Posted by jared on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST