Carrie

I won't stop revolving I can't stop replaying the thing i've done The way I feelDuring the day it's simplybest pushed to the back But in the night it creeps forward Like a choking vine of depsperation Reminding me of the hurt, betrayel and sorrowThe throat tightens with emotion The eyes sting from tears shed and still waiting The heart clenches as if it's being squeezed Into a black ball of nothig more than painIt didn't last long But it seemed much longer than it wasWith you I felt safe and comforted But to you I lied and betrayed I can't express the emotion I can't stop the tearsForgiviness is not an option And neither is the quiet black solitude I so desperatly seek From my own private thoughts From the damnation I feel It's easy to pretend that it will pass And in time it will lessenBut I can't look forward When I keep looking back