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About Me



What could I possibly say about myself that would sum it all up in one paragraph? The name is Courtney, only my closest of friends can call me Court. Don't try to classify me as something I'm not, I have many different looks, and I'm not looking to be stereotyped, so don't try it. I'm just your average chick. Well...maybe not. I have a bluntness and honesty about me ...that may make you hate me at times...I love poetry (I've been published). I love music, reading, chilling, watching movies, but mostly I love to write. Writing is my life, to make something..important WITH MEANING. My family knows about my past ... I'm not always stable...I have a tendancy to be a bitch..just warning you.... This is just a lil of what I'm all about. Take the time to get to know me. But I really could care less if you approve of me or my lifestyle. Your loss. If you can't love me, don't talk to me. Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer...Do I need not care at all?,

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*NOTE* You MAY want to send me a MESSAGE before clicking to add me as a friend. I'm not here for the numbers so I'm just warning you. It could be why I don't add you. Oh and it helps to actually READ my profile. Alot of questions that I get asked...well the answers are on here. Anything else you want to know...thats not on here..ask me*I'm sick of getting hurt in relationships. I have trust issues so it's really hard for me to let people in. I don't think I could handle my heart breaking anymore than it already has.

My Blog

Dying within me

Sitting herethinking, constantly thinkingit won't leave me alonethoughts trickling by with the passing of timeSitting heresitting...staring, staringthe hiding placesecretly holding the loaded gunDo I ...
Posted by on Wed, 20 May 2009 17:11:00 GMT

My mind is gone and deep inside my tears I'll drown

"I'm not the type to get my heart brokenI'm not the type to get upset and cryCos I never leave my heart openNever hurts me to say goodbyeRelationships don't get deep to meNever got the whole in love t...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 16:24:00 GMT

If you still care, don't ever let me know...

"Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage againSo if you...
Posted by on Fri, 15 May 2009 06:43:00 GMT

*RIP* DJ My dear friend

Sometimes it seems that life is just not fair.  I found out that a good and dear friend of mine died Tuesday.  He was only 26, I had known him since I was like 6.  It isn't right...it isn't fair.  He ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Feb 2009 06:35:00 GMT

The Prop 8 Madness and other emotions

God..so much, so much.  I think it is total bullshit that proposition 8 passed.  Everyone is supposed to be considered equal...but in all truth, we are not.I just don't understand why people...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 22:03:00 GMT

You light up the dark

I don't know how to describe this feeling right now...it's like I'm high on LIFE :) I never wouldve guessed this is how things would have turned out, but like I said things must happen for a reason. I...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 01:41:00 GMT

Times can be good too

I had such an awesome time last night, hanging out w/friends and people I hadn't seen in a long ass time. Can't imagine being anymore blissful or happy right now.  Things aren't all bad in the wo...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 02:04:00 GMT

Take me on the floor

"The lights are out and I barely know you We're going up and the place is slowing down I knew you'd come around You captivate me, something about you has got me I was lonely, now you make me feel aliv...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 02:14:00 GMT

Lithium

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.Oh, but God, I want to let it go.Come to bed, don't make me...
Posted by on Thu, 31 May 2007 04:03:00 GMT

Just some ramblings..really

How can you not see what i see?How can you not feel what I am aboutWhy must you think that there is good in meHow can you believe that I am a good thingHow can you do all the things you do and say for...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 22:45:00 GMT