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Attention: Reading the following paragraphs does not mean that you know me, or that we are best friends. I do however thank you for taking the time to acquire some sort of insight about me. It gets kinda deep, but I know some people like to delve...
I am a liberal Democrat with strong political view points.
digging deeper into my
personality
General: I'm a pretty independant person. I don't need anyone to make me feel important. I know i'm important. I have a fiance, friends and family that care about me. I know this. I try not to take ANYTHING for granted. I know I have a better life then alot of people, and I really hate complaining about anything. I am impressed by open minds. If you can hold a conversation that evolves from something so small to something that requires a steady opinion and debate, then I will really enjoy talking to you. I'm impressed by generosity, unselfishness, and the need/want to help people. I'm impressed by you if you don't give up on talking to me, just because I may have been shy the first time you did. If you find that I'm worth it to stick around and to get to know, then I'll give everything I can to a friendship with you.
Fun: I have a thing for star tattoos. I don't have any yet. But when I do get some, yes, they'll be stars in all sorts of designs. I go out for lunch/dinner with Brad or some friends at least twice a week. I enjoy drinking and relaxing with people on the weekends. I also favor spending time with Brad, hanging out somewhere with friends, be it watching a (horror) movie, going out to a bar, or simply just lazing around on the couch makes me happy. Not enough people want to do it. :( I also love working out, sometimes a fast paced total body workout, jogging outside on a warm day, or doing my favorite, Namaste Yoga . It's so relaxing. I love drowning myself in music and just laying back relaxing to it. I love sweet tea and vanilla coke, and I think I have an obsession with it. People think that's weird but that's ok with me. I love awkward glances, being winked at and smiles. I truly believe the best feeling in the world is to be out of control with joy and I like being called "Sweetie" by anyone I consider special.
Work: I'm a Workers Compensation Underwriting Assistant at American Management Corporation. I assist underwriters in placing new business and monthly renewal business. I mostly handle new business applications, renewals and endorsements and work with underwriters to acquire all information needed to quote and bind coverage. It's a great job and i'm pretty good at what I do. Learning insurance "language" was the hard part but i'm mastering that. Really nice, awesome and funny co-workers top it all off.
Shyness: I exude a very shy and nervous demeanor mostly upon first encounters, with occasional stuttering or muffled spoken words when I'm feeling nervous or insecure, and can be reserved and somewhat aloof; yet my silence and shyness may persist if I feel uncomfortable in a certain environment.
Temper & Quirks: Yet lest it is forgotten, I also can be judgemental, analytical, critical towards other people, albeit only towards those who are unfair, cruel and/or ignorant. I also can be ruthless and am terribly difficult. I hold no regard for the superficial/mundane kind of people and interests. I am not forgiving of other people's idiosyncrasies if they are not forgiving of mine.
I also am wary and very picky regarding to whom I trust because of past experiences; I may be considered too harsh, or maybe even impossible, because of this.
And I hate, HATE instigators.
Yes yes yes instigators should die.
I play with my hair constantly. You'll probably notice after awhile, if you're around me enough. I'm shy, but I love meeting new people. If I'm nervous around you I'm going to constantly berate myself for not holding a good conversation, even though it takes two. It takes me awhile to warm up, but once I'm comfortable around you, I'm extremely talkitive and I'll try to make you laugh as much as possible, because there's no feeling quite like the feeling you get when you make someone laugh. And I LOVE to laugh. If I think you're funny, I'll try and keep you around as much as possible.
I truley beleive that everything happens for a reason, and I just have to let life flow. If something doesn't turn out the way I want it to, I'll suck it up and just pick off from where I left off.
There's no use in wasting time being depressed about things. There's so much that everyone just takes for granted, that they just ignore because their negative emotions outweigh their positive influences in life. Life isn't about wading through depression to feel alive. It's about appreciating what you have and going with that. You want to be happy, right? Then don't make yourself upset if you can help it.
Yes, I'm optimistic.
I try to find the bright side of things more often then not. Sometimes, I keep me from allowing myself to feel emotions everyone should feel, and sometimes this outlook makes me feel/seem pretty apathetic.
To finish: You get the idea. I am a very observant person, discretely philosophical, and ridiculously idealistic. Furthermore, I am very smart, sweet, understanding and human-minded. But don't get the impression that i'm this all out serious person with no sense of humor. Believe me i'm one of the goofiest funniest people you can be around. I have a very easy going sense of humor and love more than anything to just be laid back and have fun acting silly just for shits and giggles. Hehe. =)
This is me.
Impress me with conversation, not appearance.
Seduce me with music, not money.
Convince me with actions, not empty words.
Justify my ends.
I'd say i'm complex. But that would just be like telling you i'm a human being ; Everyone is complex if you try and get to know them.
I can't describe myself as anything else other then Sheila.
sheila and brad
the lovers
Brad and I have been together for a while now. I love him and I love being with him. How did we meet? Well, you're on it right now. Myspace. We talked for a while online and texting and soon enough we met in person on August 3, 2006. We hit it off quick and hooked up "officially" on August 12 and have been together ever since. We are engaged now. He's definetly the best one I've ever had. No one else could ever take his place. We are set to be married May 16, 2008 at The Old Gin.
He just makes me happy
Okay that's all I feel like saying about me. My Myspace blog is public if you're still feeling nosy. And leave me profile and picture comments, please... It makes me happy and I do return them =) Also because i'm SLOW AS A TURTLE when it comes to replying to messages. You'll hear from me quicker through comments, mmmkay?
xoxo yours truly,
miss sheila
"we saw the western coast.
i saw the hospital.
nurse the shoreline like a wound.
we paint a lover's tryst.
we're neither clear nor descript.
we kept it safe and slow.
the quiet things that no one ever knows."
my myspace
quirks
1. If your profile is private, don't bother sending me a friend request unless you have sent me a message either explaining who you are and/or why you want to add me. I hate private profiles espically with all the recent spamming of profiles. If you have any type of "free ringtone" or "get paid to do survey" shit on your profile, automatic DENY. I'm not that picky with who I add, but I'm sick and tired of all the fake profiles.
2. If you're an ex friend of mine, then what the fuck are you doing on my profile? You should leave. Don't worry, i'm not talking shit on Myspace. I don't care about you. Really. I don't. I've got better things to do than stalk profiles and run my mouth about dumb ass shit. Got it? Good. Now go away.
3. Remember this is MYspace. I'll post freely on it. Pictures, content, etc. If it bothers you so, then there is an X at the very top right corner of your screen. Click it. Don't waste your time sending me a message bitching me out about something you don't like on my profile. A block is just a click away. And I'll think nothing more of you after that.
And that's it. Ciao!
dear sheila,