~OLDIE THOUGHTS~AS I STARE OUT THE WINDOW THERE IS ONLY SO FAR I CAN SEE, mY THOUGHTS OF THE PAST ARE LIKE "DRIFTING ON A MEMORY", I THINK ABOUT THE GOOD TIMES AND EVEN THE ONES THAT WERE BAD. IT ALL HAS TO DO WITH THE LIFE OUT THERE I ONCE HAD. "SMILE NOW,CRY LATER" USE TO BE JUST AN OLD SAYING. BUT SO WAS "18 WITH A BULLET" NOW IM JUST TRUELY PRAYING. HAVING TO BE HERE IN JAIL TO MAYBE SERVE A COUPLE YEARS? I NOW UNDERSTAND WHAT PEOPLE MEAN BY "TRACK OF MY TEARZ" DO YOU REMEMBER PLAYING SHOOT EM UP AND SHOOT EM DOWN? LIVING LIFE HERE IN JAIL NOW AS "TEARZ OF A CLOWN". I REMEMBER SAYING "IM YOUR PUPPET" TO YOU AS YOUR ONE AND ONLY GIRL. ROLLING IN THE LOW-LOW BUMPING TO "DUKE OF EARL". WAS IT JUST "MY IMAGINATION" OR WAS IT REALLY REAL? BECAUSE "SLIIPIN INTO DARKNESS" RIGHT NOW IS THE WAY I TRUELY FEEL. I NOW CAN SEE WHY IT'S "A THIN LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE" JUST BY THE STARES I GET AS I AM THE ENEMY OF STATE-(INMATE). AS FOR NOW "TEARS ON MY PILLOW" IS WHAT I GOT WHEN I LAY ON MY COLD STEEL BED. BUT I GUESS I BETTER GO RIGHT NOW WHILE THESE "GOOD TIMES&BAD TIMES" ARE GOING THRU MY HEAD* -*SADEYEZ/LADY PROPHET