MySpace Layouts
- MySpace Layouts MySpace Codes MySpace Backgrounds
Come With Me To Wonderland Baby, And I'll Show You How Deep The Rabbit Hole Goes.
Baby, you can scream stop all you want, I'll just bite harder.
Is it cold in my shadow honey? Your lips are starting to turn blue.
In all honesty, I want you bleeding on my bathroom floor.
My name is Beth. I don't need your approval. If anything, please remember that. I'm your daddy's worst nightmare, and your mother's wet dream. I'm the reason you wake up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat with your heart pounding. I am not a monster. I am not a human. I am something you have never even dreamed about having to deal with it. Scared yet? Good.
I have made alot of mistakes in my life, and I have seriously messed up my future. I used to be the type of person that instead of looking forward to tomorrow, I culng desprately to yesterday . That changes today. I want to laugh and smile again, and mean it. I want to play in the rain with my friends and actually feel something. I want to be able to look my baby sister in her beautiful brown eyes, and mine not be bloodshot . I want to hear my mom tell me she's proud of me. I refuse to live in the past . From this point on, I'm living in the present.
I am the fucking definition of second best. I'm so sick of being compared to other people. I'm constantly getting hurt, from myself, and others. I'm what you would call clumsy... but I can manage. Underneath all this eyeliner and hair dye is a little girl dying to get out of this place. I'm a self-hating pretty girl who ruined her chances of making it big by carving up her personality and leavig the bare basics. I'm a mere shell of what I once was. I hated the person I used to be, but I hate even more the thing that I've become. // I'm very sure that one day, I'll either make or break something the world loves.// I don't have friends I have lovers and users. The bad part is I can't tell the difference. Oh well. My "friends" change like the moon cycle. And, baby, I'll get bored with you so fast you'll get whiplash. I sometimes miss the friends I've left behind, but I never miss the ones I stepped on to get here. I am everything you love to hate, conveniently wrapped into one person.
<3 LOVERS <3
Amandoll. Coder. Jess-Ka. Kaycee. RaeAnne. Shilah.
Amandoll- She is amazing. If she were a drug, I would overdose on her in a heartbeat.
Coder- Wow. Litterally all I can say about this boy. Also, the sexual tension is driving me mad! Haha. I feel as though this boy is my soul mate. Like we were twins in the womb, but accidently got torn apart or something. Who knows?
Jess-Ka- Litterally my life. My best friend ever. She has done so much for me that it's ridiculous. She puts up with my late night phone calls, when I'm crying my lungs out, and she promises to go crazy latina on any one that hurts me. And she will....she really will.
Kaycee- An amazing girl, lover, and best friend. This chick stayed up with me watching infomercials, planning out our lives and having fun. I miss her more then anythig, and I despratly want her back.
RaeAnne- If you look the word 'best friends' up in the dictionary, you'll see our pictures. Cheesy, yeah I know, but when you love a girl as much as I love this one, you can't help yourself.
Shilah- This girl is my sunshine. When all my world is cloudy, she can make me smile.