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Missing Rachel & Cody's physical presence ...
Strange how in a blink of the eye
your life is changed forever
leaving only one question
why ?

Yes, distance is hard and sorrow seems long
When you know all the lyrics
But you're blocked from your song
Memories of silhouettes live on
Your shining love's not gone

Everyone knows I must leave for awhile
But believe me I won't go
~ rachel wicks

Rachel Wicks(the ranting midget)

The souls of the departed are very much with us. They are with us in the same way as when they were here on earth. The veil is very thin and very close to us. We can access the other side, but only in those moments when we let go of our own hold on the past. We could even go so far as to say there is no separation, no other side, except that which is created by our own limited consciousness.



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When I stand before thee at the day's end,
thou shalt see my scars and know that
I had my wounds and also my healing.

Rachel & Cody physically left the earth
January 22, 2005

May you be at peace. May your heart be open.
May you awaken the light of your own true spirit
and find your true path. May you be healed and may
you be a source of healing to all living things.

Never Goodbye

Moonrise
standing in
your stillness
Watching the madness
Emotions waiting for
atonement
They're looking in ..
Straightened hands
held out
Guiding voices evoking
Flooding memories
trying to enter
the inner court
with limited support
This flight of insanity
claiming the life
I once knew
Role changes
the protected becomes
the defender
She's watching
the final abide
encouraging
the stride
Smiling just
over the horizon
Never to say
goodbye

~ darnell

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used
And wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung
No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame.

And still
I dream she'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
so different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.

My Blog

to you Rachel & Cody .. hopefully soon

Happy approaching earth birthday Cody .. You are greatly missed .. Can't wait to be with you two again ..~ love you
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 21:07:00 GMT

fountain song

It is of no consequence any more to me...of what or why or who. The truth is that we all have to die...someday. It is part of the cycle. We must die to live again. This 'rebirth' cycle happens billion...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 11:11:00 GMT

Star Seed ~shine on ~


Posted by on Tue, 07 Jul 2009 10:24:00 GMT

I dreamed a dream

I dreamed a dream in time gone by When hope was high And life worth living I dreamed that love would never die I dreamed that God would be forgiving. Then I was young and unafraid And dreams were made...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 14:31:00 GMT

Never Goodbye

Never GoodbyeMoonrisestanding inyour stillnessWatching the madnessEmotions waiting foratonementThey're looking in ..Straightened handsheld outGuiding voices evokingFlooding memoriestrying to enterthe ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Jan 2009 13:18:00 GMT

Waking the Dream

Waking the DreamThis language is a painleaving nothing to gainOnce set in babbleancestral divisionscutting our transmissionsWhich path will we takeNo longer multipleOnly seeing the oneDividing and div...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Jan 2009 13:44:00 GMT

Melody Shine

I'm just gliding along,just gliding along,in the echo of the wind you'llhear me playing a song~ Rachel WicksMelody ShineMelody shineshimmering tracesEcho in spacebringing me graceTaking us once againt...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Jan 2009 10:27:00 GMT

musician

MusicianSweet song of peacelead us where you areEchos with no remorseNo suffering landBlindfolding painno sight shall it gainFirst touchgloriously realOh how I could feelyour presencefilling all sense...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 14:02:00 GMT

grieving friends

My Beautiful Friend ... I KNOW YOUI know who you are..I see your face reflected in mine.Ravaged by tears, distorted by the pain of a lifetimeYou are a parent of a child who now lives on in your hea...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 19:36:00 GMT

Missing You

Hello, darkness, my old friendI've come to talk with you againBecause a vision softly creepingLeft its seeds while I was sleepingAnd the visionThat was planted in my brainStill remainsWithin the sound...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 13:42:00 GMT