JEYBEAR

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I know one day, all our scars will disappear, like the stars at dawn
and all of our pain, will fade away when morning comes
and on that day when we look backwards we will see,
that everything is changed
and all of our trials, will be as milestones on the way
I've been watching your world from afar
I've been trying to be where you are
And I've been secretly falling apart
Unseen
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be so perfect with me
But you just can't see
You turn every head but you don't see me
Don't bow your head to no one and no matter what you do
if you start then see it through.
So sturdy up sturdy up ur heart,
for the road is long ahead.
I'll be with you even though we're apart,
but your road is yours to tread.
It's as pure as fire
It's as pure as snow
I knew that I'd found you
This could be an opportunity
If you promise to let it
If you promise to let it grow
'Cos you're the one I love
I really tried to do what you wanted
It all went wrong again
I made a vow, to carry you home
If you fall sick, if you pass out
I figured it out, I can see again
I can't take my mind off you
'til i find someone new
So whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't you know this life goes on
And won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
be my baby
How can you just leave me standing?
Alone in a world thats so cold?
Maybe Im just too demanding
Maybe Im just like my father too bold
Maybe youre just like my mother
Shes never satisfied
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry
Under the stars
At the edge of the sea
There's no one around
No one but you and me
We'd talk for hours
As time drifts away
I could stay here for ever
And hold you this way
never under estimate the power of music.
My name is jeyda, im 17 and im content with my life. I’ve experienced relationships which have pretty much left me on the side of the road, but I got back up again. I know I didn’t deserve it and despite it all I know the day I get what I want is the day I can sit back and stick my middle finger up at certain people that tried making my life hell. Im still walking am I not?
If you don’t like me don’t pretend you do, don’t say nice things to me then bitch about me when I turn my back, I wont say anything to you, I will only pity you.
I will never conform, I was born an individual, and therefore I live individually. I don’t rely on other people thank you. I will never listen to anyone if they tell me I’m useless or I won’t be able to achieve something, because so far they’ve been wrong and I don’t plan on changing that.
I love love, I love being with someone. Sometimes this gets me stuck in traps which are hard to get out of but it gets easier each time.
I wish I could do more to help people that really need it, things that are impossible to help with, this eats at me but I know I have to get on and I eventually realise there is nothing I can do. Just be there for them.
Believe me im scared of what my future holds, but at the same time it’s the excitement of it all that keeps me going. I don’t know what it holds for me, and that’s the way I like it.
“go on and be one of the guys the shit never sticks to”
my family come before everything.
this is what i see when i shut my eyes.