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The ecstasy of fingernails and razorblades

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A lot of people I’ve met over the past few years would consider me to be a bitch. I don’t give a shit about what people think about me or what they think. I don’t care if I offend anybody. I'm a very outspoken person...if I don't like you I will clearly state it. I'm very blunt with how I state the truth, I'm not out to please anybody. I tend to hang out with people who actually use their brains; ditzy shit just doesn’t cut it with me. If you want to be stupid find other friends, I’m sure you can all pack together and make one raging idiotic group. I don’t like to take peoples shit, if you have something to tell me don’t do it behind my back…cause we both know I will eventually find out…so save yourself the embarrassment and just tell me to my face. I also tend to be a very obsessive compulsive person…especially when it comes to organizing my work. I’m not saying it takes over my life like some people, but I prefer to be organized.Currently all my free time is dedicated to school and work. I graduated May 2006...I'm currently going to go back to school for God only knows what. And in time I will move to Pittsburgh so I can go to Mortuary School.My life revolves around music and art...I would be lost without them. Favorite Music genres include Death Metal, Black Metal, Japanese Rock, Hardcore, Industrial, Techno, Trance, Electronica, many many more. I'm probably the only person in central Pennsylvania who listens to Dir en Grey or other Japanese rock bands. If you want, IM me at ObscureKyoko
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I'd like to meet:

Kyo...but since I've already met him...I would like to meet Cradle of Filth and Dimmu Borgir again*MySpAcE SuRvEy*

--THE BASICS--
[name]: nicole...but to some it's rai
[birthdate]: march seventh nineteen-eightysix
[sex]: female
[relationship status]: waiting for him to tell me
[shoe size]: ten or eleven
[parents still together]: divorced
[siblings]: only child
[pets]: four ferrets [baby lou, holly, blaize, and aiden] and a cat [rosemary]
--FAVORITES--
[color]: crimson, black and blue
[number]: none really
[time of year]: fall or spring
[type of weather]: rain or a cool fall day
[food/drink]: anything spicy/rum or cranberry juice
--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair]: nope
[have any tattoos]: tomorrow bitches!
[cheat on tests]: only in german class
[like scary movies]: love them, prefer japanese horror movies
[like cleaning]: only when i'm pissed or upset
[know how to drive a standard]: yes i do
[own a cell phone]: yes i do...call me if you are bored 814-381-5165
[collect anything]: geisha dolls and foriegn money
--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight]: ages ago
[considered a life of crime]: i have..then reaized i would get caught to easily
[considered being a hooker]: of course...it's worth the money...if anyone would want me
[been in love]: yes i have
[made out with just a friend]: yes
[hurt someone you love]: not on purpose
[kicked someone in the nuts]: yes
--CURRENT--
[clothing]: jeans and a tank top
[hair]: up in a clip
[song you are in love with]: vans
[cd in your stereo]: dir en grey
[mood]: curious
[thing you ought to be doing]: getting things ready for school in two weeks...and getting ready for work
--LOVE--
[first crush]: derek
[first kiss]: derek
[first love]: bruce
[do you believe in love at first sight]: lust is more like it
[do you believe in "the one"]: i do
[are you a tease]: sometimes
[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%]: yes i would...and wish i had that someone to be with now
--ARE YOU--
[honest]: yes i am
[sarcastic]: of course not
[a daydreamer]: more recently yes
[up tight or laid back]: up tight when it comes to my career and school...laid back most of the time though
[messy or organized]: both
[shy our outgoing]: shy at first
--RANDOM--
[nervous habits]: biting my lip
[are you double jointed]: nope
[can you roll your tongue]: yes i can ^_~
[do you make your bed daily]: sure don't
[which shoe goes on first]: left
--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--
[bought something]: yes
[been sick]: yes
[sang]: everyday
[missed someone]: like crazy
[gotten drunk]: no
[gotten a haircut]: yes...i miss my hair
[watched cartoons]: yes
[been kissed]: yes
[lied]: little white lies
--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with]: daniel
[spent the night with you]: daniel
[saw you cry]: matt
[made you cry]: my dad leaving for texas again
[you said "i love you" to]: don't remember
[told you they loved you]: don't remember
--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world]: unconditional love
[the worst feeling in the world]: feeling betrayed
[your greatest fear]: dying in a fire
[the thing you want most in life]: to be successful

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My Blog

Postcard secret

I was reading this book in at work today...a man left postcards around in different places instructing to write a secret, that you've never told anyone, on it. He then composed it into a book...which ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 19:16:00 GMT

Survey...

1. Do you like strawberries?I'm allergic to them 2. What is your middle name?Nicole 3.Who was your first best friend?Ashley4. What grade are you in?I graduated college, I'm going in as a junior into ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 08:31:00 GMT

Tsumi to Batsu

I was able to buy tickets for Family Values...before you judge me...the one and only reason I'm going is to see Dir en Grey. I got great seats...I can't wait until September. We are 8 rows back from...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 12:07:00 GMT

New music on the radio...

Life hasn't thrown to much new at me recently. A few new friends, some great relationships, college graduation, great new music, and a few challenging twists that have tested me. So far I've been pass...
Posted by on Tue, 23 May 2006 10:33:00 GMT

A present named Blaize

My mom bought me a new ferret tonight! I'm so excited...I want to stay home from work tomorrow and play with Blaize all day. Check out how cute she is!   Now I have 5 ferrets to take care of ^_...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 21:17:00 GMT

Long time needed...

Evaluation of life...we always come full circle back to where we started...So why couldnt I have started somewhere happy...and nice...and painless? I always end up back with these depressin...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 19:22:00 GMT

Bloody hell

I don't have to much going on lately. Like usual...school and work are kicking my ass. Everyone in our class is failing or damned close to it. *shrugs* I will post something a little more meaningful w...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 19:56:00 GMT

Greedy People

Oh for fucks sake...what did I get myself into? I hate how I think some people will turn out wonderful...then they just turn out to be a pain in the ass...someone who always wants something but no mat...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 19:00:00 GMT

You see what can't be seen...

I got to hang out in Pittsburgh!
Posted by on Fri, 18 Nov 2005 09:50:00 GMT

Egnirys cimredopyh +) an injection

Wow...life is becoming more and more hectic every day. Pretty soon my ass will be dragging...clinicals from 5am-12pm; class from 1pm-3 or 6pm, then work untill 9 or 10pm. Oh well, I can't complain...i...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 19:35:00 GMT