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About Me


i am 20 years old, and am finally at peace with myself.
i am my father's daughter.
come what may are the only words i choose to live by.
i have been in love with the same man for over a year, he finally moved here, we finally got engaged, and I cannot imagine my life without him in any shape or form. =] <3
i stand up for what i believe in.
i find freedom in being bold.
i have always been told i am wise beyond my years, but i am just a product of my childhood like everyone else.
i live in the words of loved ones.
i have only one rule for my future, and it's to never marry before i can drink champagne at my wedding, legally. Good thing the wedding is November, 28th, 2009 - 6 Months after my 21st. =]
i try to be positive in every situation, and would like to think i am successful a vast majority of the time.
in this past year everything has changed, and nothing has changed.
for as much as i don't think i have patience, i find all i do is wait.
it takes a lot to break me.
i come across as rude a lot, but that's what happens when you speak your mind.
every word, i have ever said, i have meant; do not call me a liar.
you will never love me, as much as i do you.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

to be nobody but yourself in a world
which is doing its best night and day
to make you like everybody else
means to fight the hardest battle
any human being can fight and
never stop fighting.
-- e.e. cummings

My Blog

just to save the date.

beau was speechless today.
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 04:09:00 GMT

A tragic tale of all thats yet to come, fingers crossed there will be love.

love and change.  those two things seem to be swallowing up my every moment.  it's like everything has changed this past year, and yet nothing has changed.  my wants and needs are all s...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:07:00 GMT

i know everything you dont think i would ever figure out.

those that catch you at your worst, are the ones worth falling for at your best.rock bottom.  it's never where you want to be, but sometimes you have to hit it before you come around again.i am e...
Posted by on Mon, 12 May 2008 04:20:00 GMT

Twenty.

list 20 peoplesay whatever you wantdon't say who it is.1.  you brought me back my faith in the male species.  you gave me the feeling of love for the first time.  you are my reason for ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 19:24:00 GMT

Keep Talking, Youre Making Me Famous.

 Hokay folks - So what we have here is, the classic girl wants boy, but boy doesn't want girl, so in a last attempt to get him back trashes his ex, scenario.  This silly silly girl, whom I h...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 14:28:00 GMT

nothing’s real till you let go completely.

gave your clothes away to charity.pawned that ring for a couple of cds.warmed my hands over the fire of pictures of us.you never were photogenic anyways.everytime you watch my movie you'll think of me...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:42:00 GMT

Self Discovery In It's Best.

People have their faults, and their downfalls.  To me mine, in the past, have always been apparent, and rather obvious, but I have changed as a person and it causes self discovery to take an...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 04:41:00 GMT

My Clever Medicine <3

Lately I have had the urge to write.  It's got to be the life changing decisions I have recently made.  However.. My normal muse is bitter, and well it's hard to be bitter when everything is...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 05:58:00 GMT

Lyrics FTW </3

Suture Up Your FutureQueens Of The Stone Age I'm gonna suture up my future,I ain't jaded, I just hate it.See, I been down too long,It's kinda hard to explain.Done and buried all I carried.All my evil ...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 17:27:00 GMT

Categories 1-3

I have decided that there are 3 types of people on this planet. 1. the ones you know 2. the ones you think you know 3. the ones you don't care to know Everyone you will ever meet will fall under one...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 00:48:00 GMT