I cried like a baby. Not because I survived all this hard time, but I really did. I cried because of x left without any celebration, how he could failed in moment of separation. I’m one of those people who believe in order. We should make things count. There where we can we should make things have a shape. In life it’s important to end everything right. If not, person stays with words which he should say, but he did not and with a heart full of disappointment. This saying ,,Good bye,, herds me even now. I really regret that I did not look at him last time, that I did not talk to him and let him know how I feel and made him remember me. I’m sad that I did not say ,, I know how it is but..†or ,, x now it’s over but memories will last forever†I just want to say ,, x thank you for making my time here better. Now go wherever you need. I hope you will remember me as a friend, I’ll never forget you. You will always have a place in my heart. Now goodbye forever. Gad blesses you!Slowly I start to be use to not being here
Slowly I start to be use to being helpless
And then sometimes I think
It would be better if I wouldn’t be here
Or maybe not
Maybe I’m wrong…
And then sometimes I think
Everything I want to have
Is burning before I even touch it…
Everything I care about and everything I love…
