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hey guys en guls out der... im math....... im cool............music lover........ medyo chickboy...........hi der pow frend..... remember n i told u bout pow my dream.... dis d rils2ry.......... after my graduation las march 25 2002...... 2its 2 yrs from now....... i enter seminary...... marian missionaries of d holy cross in marikina..... in my high sch yrs..... im a d president of a religious move in my school.... ymc or youth 4 mary en christ....... suddenly it was so hapen pow n dream ko pow nung bata aq n mag pari... den navgyan me ng chance nungb high sch .....so i take it....... lumayas me s haus nmin 4 dat rison ... kc lm q n ndi me kc pa2yagan ng dad en mom q...... so march 25 is holy tues....... easter sunday... pumunta me ng seminaro ng around 7 0r 8am.....but b4 dat. umalis me ng haus n ngla2ba mom q......... den n ala xa kaalm alm n las n makkta nya aq nun....... nakatalikod me n maluha luha......... den b4 me umalis ng haus ..... nilagay q ung leter q n ginawa q d nyt b4..... n nilagy 1 q s diary ng sis q........ nakalagay dun n ndi q kayang magpaalam s knila kc im just 2o afraid n bk nga ganun nga...... n ndi cla pumayag i wat i want 2 do db????????? d nxt tng..... after one wk...... 2mawag dad q s seminary.... kc tanga aq nilagay q s leter ung fone no ng seminaryo......... den pag angat q ng fone ...... ive herd his voice ....ala me nagawa ..... i mean syempre naiyak.......... den he told me n nid n q umuwi k c my mom was so shock bout wat hapen... nagkasakit xa..... so i hv decided n umuwi........ den s haus.... unang kumau sap mom q .... ndi me nagsa2lita..... antay nmin c kuya pra kumple2 pag nagusap2 n........ so 2 make a long s2ry short..... c kuya lng proud s kin kc dw mey bro xa n nagpa2ri..... lahat s family against... ndi q lm kung wats d rison behind it..... sav ni kuya dissapointed kc parents nmin s kanya kc at d age of 27 ala pa xa family.......... nakakatawang icpn n lumayas aq s amin just bcoz un ang dahilan... n gs2 q mag anu........ anu pb???????? so ndi n nga me na2loy...... dey gave a tym n mag icp bout s gs2 q.......d big but is??????? pinakita ng dad q s akin n ayaw nya tlga n mismo s haus n pra aqng bale wala...... ung tipong pinagta2buyan k n... pressure s madaling word!!!!!!!! kainis nga eh......... so dey giv me tuition 2 enroll nga s pup..... kc kung s seminary me.... s adamson univ me mag aaral.......... ok n sana lht eh..... kso not just bcoz naawa me s mom q ..... just i know i love her........ kc mamas boy aq......... anu pb???????so it was so hapen n nid n me mag give up ng isa. bout my family or god........ i choose my family kc pag pumasok me ng seminaryo mawawaln cla ng cute n anak...... im just kiddng pow??????? ndi kc ndi q n cla mkkta... kc after a yr pu2nta n me ng silay ct... s negros island......... dun me 2loy magpa2ri..... nagegets mo ba????? so e2 n sch days n s pup........ lm cgura.... wonderd lht ng classm8s q y ndi me nagsasalita...... 4 almost a month .... believe me????? den eto n ..... kc s english class kengan n mag wen2 bout urself dw....... so lht cla willing makinig kc turn q n rw.... lht cla nagpalakpakan nung marinig ung voice q,.......... wen2 q bout dun nga seminary......... kaya tawag s akin s class... father!!!!! kaasar!!!!!! anu pb???????? den nagpatuloy aq s pag attend s banda q nung hs aq.... kht nsa college n aq......... so dumating s point nkilala q c abby..... 1st gf q s college........ march 24 remember????? pero lm m!!!!!!! i hv gf nung pumasok ng seminary... name nya rose.......... ginive up q rin xa..... kaya nga lm m madami n me nasaktan n mga guls.... ndi n mabilang!!!!!!!!! den 2nd yr college aq n pinuntahan aq ni gemme s culiat hs....... e2 ung sch q nung hs....... n dun din ung banda........ dun din kc galin c gemma..... schoolm8 q xa...... intsendez?????? so she help me nga pra makapasok s kc band.d2 nga s callocan.... den nkilala q c clauidine............ sowee medyo mahaba..... pinaikli q n nga eh!!!!!!!!!!! anu pb????????? bout myself.....pinalagay q s icp q n ndi me pra dun 4 now..... i guess mey plan c god n much beter 4 me db?????? so just 4 now..... gani2 q ngaun... sunod s layaw........ n mismong naga2wa lht n walang nag sa2way..... n ndi me nagawa b4..... n 2 d point n lm q n napa2sama n aq.... cge go on pa rn!!!!1 ewan k b!!!!!!!! cguro dhl frustrated aq bout wat hapen.. den ang daming karma........ kaya medyo madrama aq eh.......... chickboy..... oo!!!!!!!!! kc nga gagu aq eh........now....... im 3rd yr s pup......... mey nakilala aqng gul........... n always bodering me...... i mean xa lng lagi laman ng icp q evry minute eh...... pag u ask me kung i love her....... probably i say yes...... hw much luv...... its a too much love........ ngaun i court her....... pero malabo n ata....... pero okei lng.. at least minahal ko xa.............. i ask myself kung y mhl q xa..... sav ng sarili q ewan nya daw at ndi nya alam... pero kht ndi nya alam kung bkt mhl q xa.. at least cgurado aq n mhl q xa.........