Rachel FÃ˜rty HanÃ$.™ Ã¼p.FP.MM.LA

About Me

Hi. I'm Rachel Forty Hands.
i live in illinois, it sucks.
i have a boyfriend.

= radchel lolz ; = ask.

ps - i'm getting a tattoo. this is what is' gon be.
[on the back of my neck, in case you were wondering] (':

IF YOU WANT TO TALK, DO IT HERE;
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My Interests

hello, i'm real!
my back-up. --- [add that]

I'd like to meet:

i already met joshua lee buch. ♥
KAT VON FUCKING D.

Music:

the talented bands and artists.
so pretty much what you listen to but better.

Movies:

open your eyes a little wider,
there's too much beauty to quit.

Heroes:

joshua lee buch nasty. he means more to me than probably anyone else in the world. he wipes my tears away when i cry and warms me up when i'm cold. i wouldn't trade him for anything. iloveyou. you made 12/1/07 the best day of my life. we're going to prove everyone that says 'nothing lasts forever' wrong.
the people whom i care
about that are dead.
Michael, RIP. /: My bby, Adam. RIP.
Roarie, Ily. RIP. CASEY. Shit, Imy. RIP.
ALPHABETICAL ORDER, FUCKHEADS.

ALBY the beautiful miss alex
BENJAMIN KEATING.
Derek
JamesReidKutrow
Kenneth
MarcShark.
Mark
Paige
TAYLOR, TWINNIEBOO.
2WEEKS TIL OUR BIRTHDAY

My Blog

For Every Inch We Get, We Need A Mile More.

so, this is going to be another one of those depressing stupid blogs i keep bringing myself to write about my stupid fucked up life. so please don't waste your time on reading this. once again, ...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 03:16:00 PST

RIP Michael...

Michael Leech, you were an amazing cousin. You were way too fucking young, only 22. We miss you.. he's the one in the back with dreads.we all miss you so fucking much, michael. i love you. ...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 05:04:00 PST

Please Don't Think This Was Easy.

So, i'm not sure if this blog is going to make sense.I'm just going to type what i feel. you don't have tounderstand this, or even read this for that matter. and , on this blog especially, please.. do...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:11:00 PST

extended about me,

THIS IS ME AT MY DARKEST.I'm real good at keeping secrets.Basically i love angelalove.I'm blunt, and brutally honest.I can be supanice or a huuge megabitchI'm not very socialI'm actually a very smart ...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 06:52:00 PST

i've got better than this now.

I WANT A BOYa nice boy. an emotional boy who isn't afraid to cry over silly things with me. someone who will wake up and kiss my eyelids and whisper "i love you" in my earsomeone who will hold my hand...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 11:37:00 PST

MOTHERFUCKINGWARPEDTOUR.

so, basically july 30th 2006 starting at 12:00 noon - 9:00 pm was basically the best day of my life so far.warped tour was so amazing i couldn't even belive it . i have a bunch of pics, and i'll post ...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 11:58:00 PST

You Are Somewhere Else.

i am here and you are there. you are somewhere please tell me where. all ive got is a picture a face. ill never forget you never just incase. thell never be someone who is so realy so pure. i want to ...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 04:25:00 PST

Slit Wristless, Sleeping With The Girl Next Door.

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you ever think about having a crush on me?6. Would you kiss me? 7. Give me a nickname and explain ...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 03:38:00 PST

i'm just a fool for you.

"Like A Wheel" Speak to me tell me you're in love, that thoughts of me flow through you like blood. Just talk to me. Every night words can't express how you take away my breath. You leave me gasping f...
Posted by Rachel FØrty HanÐ$.™ üp.FP.MM.LA on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 09:06:00 PST