Well 'Ello. Once again I rewrote this beautiful part of my myspace and ummm... it's just for your eyes. It began on a cold winters day when I started to cut myself... wait wait wait. JK! That is SO not me. I GRAB LIFE BY THE BALLS! I do tend to sulk for a bit in my own mentality because I let myself down; but try quickly to climb out of that ditch. I try everything once: Indulgence, not compulsion. I am very bipolar and I thank my dear friends for sticking next to me through all of that. I really have nothing to prove to you, just myself, so don't get to caught up in the state of mind that it's all about you. When I'm thinking of you, you'll know cuz I'll be knocking at your front door. I love life, as pessimistic as I am, I do. It's just the people surrounding me, the people who have been WAY to sheltered all their lives and can't see past their mommies crooked finger. I'm getting a lil bitchy so I'll calm down. I adore my friends because in a sense they are my family seeing how mine is very limited. I take what I can get and I recognize a helping hand. I'm somewhat of a mystery to people, I know this because I'm a mystery to myself. I was born in the wrong era. Currently, my personality most resembles Lisa Rowe(look her up), which is sad. I just recently found out about Indigo Children and could not believe more that I am one. I follow astrology and believe in it seeing how it's somewhat immediate gratification is some way (Lord knows it doesn't come easy). My astrology profile says that my place in life is the "loner"... which I'm starting to believe and come to terms with. When you get to know me, you'll know why. People don't think I see my flaws because how self-assured I am, or even "arrogant". But if you know me, you'll know I hate arrogance with a passion, but you need it to survive in a dumb-luck world. So yea, you can see I am very opinionated and sorta witty, as I've been told. But genuinely, I believe I have a bigger purpose in life than just working and scratching Uncle Sams back and getting his dead skin under my finger nails. That would be a bitch to clean up, so lets all try to prevent that sort of future... for both our sakes. Myspace is my sanctuary, if you need to know anything about me, come to my page. Thank you for reading this by the way; it means more than you know.
WORDS TO THE WISE:
If you dont want to piss me off and/or be hurt, do not act as any of these things around me:
Arrogant
Incapable
Incoherent
Careless
...or just plain stupid.
"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?" -Lewis Carroll
