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I am just a down home country boy. Wow there is so much to say...most of my life I said and did things that I very much so regret, just as most I have those skeletons in the closet...kinda... ya see I found God and since I was saved, there aint nomore skeletons...God cleaned the slate between me & him...I just hope all the people I have ever done wrong or even hurt are as forgiving as God was to me...I know I have forgiven many people that have done me wrong, if not in person, they were forgiven in my prayers. I am a proud father of six (yes I said SIX) kids, I always wanted a huge family but as with most things in my life, it didn't quite happen as I might of planned it. I am very happily married now, but along time ago I moved to North Carolina for a spell, and I met this girl named Carla, long story short... Me & her had a daughter named Olivia, who is my oldest daughter and I, well I aint gonna lay no blame on nobody, but basicly, I got to see her for the first time when she was just under 2 years old, at first she didn't really want nothing to do with me but by the end of my visit, she gave me a big ol hug & kiss, I thought I was actually going to finally be a part of her life, then to no fault of my own...(and yes I am big enough to admit fault), I lost track of her mom. I didn't know where she was, if she was married, who she married, if they were OK or nothing. To this day, I am still looking for my baby girl Olivia...2 days after she was born, (when I found out she had been born) I got a tat on the chest over the heart that says "Olivia", on a banner in a heart...for the past 14 years I have refered to Olivia as the "angel in my heart" and now 13 years later I am still looking for her...I will never give up on finding her and I know that God will help me find her and we will be reunited once again. The next to the oldest is my daughter Sierra, she is 12 and is sharp as a tack, I am talking honor roll and all, I think she works hard at it because she says it makes her feel good to hear me say that I am proud of her...and I am, very proud. She's a bit lazy, but I just aint figgured out how to get the couch tater outta her yet...lol Next there is my daughter Cassie, she is 9 years old and she is by far the biggest tom-boy on the planet...she even admits that she shoulda been born a boy...I'm talkin playin with bugs and worms and all...if it crawls, slithers, or slimes around, she's gotta play with it. She is also honor roll too, she and Sierra think that they are smarter than me but I keep telling them I have seen it all and done it all, so stop trying to put stuff over on ol dad...but they dont believe me...they keep trying...lol Now comes the tricky part...me & the wife split up for a couple years and thats were the twin boys come in...the boys Gabriel & Dakota are 6 now and live with their mom in Iowa...I miss them so much, its been about a year now since I have been able to see them. I do call as often as I can but its nowhere near often enough, its just not the same as it was when they were here in VA, its quite hard to play on the phone. One of the best times I had with them was last year watching them play tee-ball...never thought I would see a boy laydown to play ball...(yeah mom, I know I did the same thing in little league...lol) but nevertheless I'm proud of them too...me & their mom had issues from the start and one day in church, the preacher passed around a prayer plate, I put in a prayer asking the Lord for my family back...that I not only wanted it back but needed it back and shortly thereafter, I found myself sitting down and working out the problems with the wife and just like that, I had my family back...thats when I started having faith in the Lord and put my life in his hands...it took me awhile to learn "how to pray" but I figgured it out and wow...what a difference it made in my life. Then the last of the Williams Clan is Ethan...he is 2 years old and everybit of bullheaded as I was as a kid, he just started younger than I did...lol he's a bit of a momma's boy, but as soon as he's old enough to bait a hook...look out, we goin fishin!!! I do pray he listens to me better than I listened to my dad, and learns from my mistakes so his life aint as hard as mine has been...I hope and pray all my kids do... And I can't forget to tell ya about my wife...Carla (no not the same one...and I didnt plan it that way) Carla is the rock that I lean on...she is most deffinately the most patient woman I ever met...she has looked through the ol chunk of coal of a man I am and seen the diamond underneath...without her I aint nothin...just took me a bit to see that...sure am glad she never gave up on me. Well thats my adult life in a nutshell, and if you took the time to read all this, thank you, and no the movie rights are not for sale...lol besides its more like a docu-drama....lol In short, I love my God, my wife,my kids, and my life, I hope that it lasts for along time, but if for some reason I meet an untimely death....boy what a ride its been!This Video was taken by a friend of mine(Thanks Gear Doc)at a local burnout compitition. Rob doing a burnout
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Update #2 on Olivia, My Oldest Daughter

Well  it's been one day short of three weeks since I talked to Olivia's mother.  I was getting very worried that I had been forgotten about or worse ignored, so this morning I called again.  I assured...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Sep 2009 16:53:00 GMT

First Blog...Update on Olivia...my daughter

Ok, this is the first time @ blogging so, not qiute sure if I have what it takes to write a good one but nevertheless...here I go.If you took the time to read my "About Me" ....you can see that my lif...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Aug 2009 10:28:00 GMT