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About Me

Born in KS. Raised in NE. I've lived all over this state - Ainsworth, Kearney, Chadron, Grand Island...

My Mother is the one person I respect above all others. Our father was never there to help and she worked her ass off to provide a home for my brother, sister and myself.

I always seem to get the poo end when it comes to women. There has been a couple times I was truly happy, but apparently they were not.

I tend to be a very anxious. I stress about the little things. I am slightly obsessive compulsive at times. I generally have many thoughts running through my head all at once, so I write, paint and listen to music.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Everyone!!!

Especially these guys...

My Blog

To Get Over These Hiccups

After all the things you saySave yourself the agonyCome be with meLay in my armsWhile you feel so safe Come close and stay warmLook in my eyesMake yourself see me smile
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 14:10:00 GMT

An Ode To The Alcoholic Inside Me

Had a rough day at work.Buy some.Going to spend time with the family.Take a bottle.Going to see friends.Better take something along.Can't sleep.I just have a few more.Just woke up.One won't hurt.It ca...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Feb 2009 20:47:00 GMT

To Emulate An Epicene

If there is a God,Wouldn't he be laughing?We think ourselves civilized,Yet we act as savages.He watches.He laughsWe make many promises,Few are kept.He watches.He weeps.We trudge through lifeMindlessly...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Feb 2009 19:10:00 GMT

Fall in love and fall apart. Things will end before they start.

I've said I would do this for some time now.  A forewarning:  I wrote this trying to paint a picture in the readers minds.  I think I did a fair job. Meh. And here it is.  Some of my old stuffs.  From...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 18:03:00 GMT

When Kind Words Just Dont Work...

As some of you know and others will find out through spending time with me, I stress out.  About everything.  Nothing I can do about it.  I stress so bad I can't sleep at night.  I...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 07:04:00 GMT

Ring Around The Rosie

As I lay here in my empty bedWith my bedsheets shielding me from my wrongsThinking of my past mistakesBecause of those I've taken for granted I amLaying in my empty bedBecause of those I've taken for ...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 07:01:00 GMT

Massively Manipulative F(r)iend

My sky goes blackBut through a haze the stars glow brightlyEach star contains a hopeA memoryA momentEach so vivid in my eyesAs if I could touch themWalk right inLive that moment for the last timeAs I ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 18:08:00 GMT

I could give you more, but you still wouldn’t be happy

I am beginning to wonder.  Why do I try at all?It seems like every time I put forth effort, nothing is ever returned.  It seems like every time I give my heart, it just gets crushed.  I...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 15:00:00 GMT

Swallow the Key

Is it bad to get your hopes up?  I know one day my efforts will pay off.  This may sound funny.  But this is the position I am in. I have something I want more than anything in the wor...
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 23:14:00 GMT

We made our own beds, and now we hate where these beds be...

What is becoming of my life? My life needs change.  Who will bring the change? Myself or another?  It seems I as if I don’t do anything but work, sleep and drink.  Thank god I ha...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 21:32:00 GMT