Ellen

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I'm an opinionated, passionate, jealous, stubborn girl. I'm beginning to figure out my own life, and I'm realizing that I can live it MY way... not according to someone else's standards and expectations... and that, my friends, is the GREATEST feeling in the world! I am also trying to find my faith/religion. I know that I believe in God, other than that I'm not really sure. I try to be as honest as I can and I expect that in return. Never lie to me. I'm pretty mellow and I'm up for anything, so just try me before you lie to me. I'm currently a full time Mom, I'm going to NCC full time, and I have a great part-time job. But don't let all that fool you. I'm still just a girl trying to figure out her life and enjoying it along the way. I'm independent and self-sufficient when it comes to relationships... but I do depend greatly on my wonderful parents. I'll do anything for the people I love. I tend to fall for guys hard and fast and then fall out the same way. Trust is something earned, not something given. I can be very resentful, vindictive, and cold (have I mentioned brutal honesty?). I'm also very forgiving. I tend to be a hypocrite too. I'm a procrastinator and I'm always late. I may venture on calling myself a narcissist, but any good parent knows that it is impossible to be a good parent and a narcissist. I'm really open, so anything else you want to know, just ask! :)
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I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint, I do not feel ashamed. I'm your hell; I'm your dream, I'm nothing in between, You know, you wouldn't want it any other way.
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I'm not waiting' around for a man to save me. (Cos I'm happy where I am) Don't depend on a guy to validate me. (No no) I don't need to be anyone's baby. (Is that so hard to understand?) No I don't need another half to make me whole. Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't. I'm free to make my mind up, you either got it or you don't. This is my current single status. My declaration of independence. There's no way I'm trading' places. I'm single. (Right now) That's how I wanna be. Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good. (I like who I am) I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cos I would. I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cos you say I should. (Can't romance on demand) I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood. This is my current single status. My declaration of independence. There's no way I'm trading' places. Everything in its right time everything in its right place. I know I'll settle down one day, But 'til then I like it this way, it's my way, I like it this way. Make your move if you want, doesn't mean I will or won't. I'm free to make my mind, up you either got it or you don't. 'Til then I'm single. This is my current single status. My declaration of independence.
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"A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other...Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever..."
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"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your life drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them."
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Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes things fall apart just so other things can fall together. But in the end, what’s meant to be will always find its way
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"Life is simple... you make choices and you don't look back..."
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"Let your heart guide you. It whispers, so listen closely." -The Land Before Time-
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Life without passion is unforgivable.
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"things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up...letting go doesn't mean giving up- it means accepting some things weren't meant to be. You don't give up because you are weak. You give up because you are strong enough to let go. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next. Take chances; life is no fun without them, and if you screw up- at least you learned something...”
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"Too many of us stay walled up because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all." --Eleanor Roosevelt
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"There is a longing a Blessed longing, holding my heart like it will never let me go... You alone hold my broken cup, this heart so dusty and dry. I thirst for You, Jesus, fill me up; hear me Lord when I cry! Holy Lord, only hope I got, You are the love of my soul. You are Holy and I am not, so I'll ache till You make me whole..." --Peder Eide
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"She's not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect, but if she can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She isn't going to quote poetry, she's not thinking about you every moment, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you could break. Don't hurt her, don't change her, don't expect more than she can give. Don't analyze. Smile when she makes you happy, yell when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had."
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