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About Me

i believe in things like willpower and holistic medicine.

http://www.savedarfur.org/
http://www.miniature-earth.com/

My Interests

human nature
my future husband
genetic curses
atlas(the cat)
painting
my soulmate
perception
power struggles
cloudscapes
surrender
learning
mometum
good books
sexuality

I'd like to meet:

the inevitable. boys of summer. egon scheile.

Music:

grant lee phillips, david gray, the wallflowers, the yeah yeah yeahs, kings of leon, mike park, ryan adams, billy joel, matt costa, zoe speaks, ian love, owen, the decemberists, hootie and the blowfish, head automatica, ani difranco, gregory and the hawk, mindless self indulgence, azure ray, dashboard confessional, acdc, aerosmith, ashanti, mirah, ciara, alanis m, regina spektor, stereophonics, etc.

Movies:

The Dreamers, The Science of Sleep, Pan's Labyrinth, A Little Princess, Brokedown Palace, Vanilla Sky, Secretary, What Dreams May Come, Bridge to Terabithia, Sliding Doors, Brick, May, Something New, Little Shop of Horrors, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Mona Lisa Smile, Frida, The Virgin Suicides, Forget Paris, The Squid and The Whale, Casablanca, The Joy Luck Club, Labrynth, Requiem for a Dream, Willow, Love & Sex, Interview with a Vampire, Rent, SLC Punk, The Anarchist Cookbook, Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, A Clockwork Orange, Closer, The Notebook, Donnie Darko, Dead Poets Soceity, Matchstick Men, Finding Neverland, Crazy Beautiful, Now and Then, Milo & Otis

Television:

gilmore girls
big love
south of nowhere
degrassi
flight of the conchords

Books:

Her Bodies, A Streetcar Named Desire, Cunt, Hunter, The Bell Jar, The Princess Bride, Atlas Shrugged, Anthem, Prozac Nation, Josie & Jack, Franny & Zooey, We the Living, What My Mother Doesnt Know, The Five People You Meet In Heaven, Shutterbox Series, Hearts in Atlantis, The Fountainhead, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Fuck-Up, The Realm of Possibility, The World According To Garp, A Prayer For Owen Meany, Memnoch the Devil, Star Girl, Echo, Lizard, Knots, You Remind Me of You, Where the Sidewalk Ends, Sifting Through The Madness For the Word the Line the Way, The Language of Flowers, The Collected Poems of Emily Dickinson, Teen Vogue, Glamour, Other People's Journals

Heroes:

Mother Earth, The Thinkers of Today, The Boy Who Pulls My Strings.

My Blog

Alive, Awake.

tonight i cried for the first time about cutting my hair. because i couldn't make it work, for 3 years it was all i cared about, eating peanut butter and washing it with eggs. and still i hated it: t...
Posted by Thaw on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 08:54:00 PST

Like Water

cat is clawing at the doorknob. shes got the smarts, shes found the way out. if only i could too. wild wood, you should be growing mr. weller sings to me and smile in response....
Posted by Thaw on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 08:23:00 PST

This Youthful Heart Can Love You

ain't it the truth. I've gotten over my Pedestal want/rant, realized you're not weak like me. I can finally see again(started with rocks, but i'm getting somewhere). I slept on my belly last night, w...
Posted by Thaw on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 10:37:00 PST

Ilo and his silly ways.

God I am so tired of this walk-in-the-woods mentatlity I have cultivated, it doesn't help me cope with withdrawl from a sleeping pill addiction or with my "daddy complex". Tired of the Pedestal. Tired...
Posted by Thaw on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 02:21:00 PST

Blushing at Dawn!

So i am sitting here, drinking my cola from a can and smoking a cig and waiting for my rolls to cool. Thinking over the past couples weeks, smiling mainly. "Twas I who caught the Moon and Sky, ...
Posted by Thaw on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 10:18:00 PST

Yet Another Blog On Finding Myself.

This afternoon I watched my nephew and neice. Which led to the realization that I am confused on the subject of children. They are obnoxious and sometimes sticky(tonight it was with pai...
Posted by Thaw on Mon, 28 May 2007 07:12:00 PST

Preachin' My Salvation.

uncontained intercourse between my words and your ears(or eyes, depending on how they reach you) i am transcending a state of mind. me & nature(spring summer fall winter), like twisting your index a...
Posted by Thaw on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:33:00 PST

Myself, On Fire.

in the depth of winter, language is over-used and over-exagerated.i feel free from foreign dominion(oh england).blushing like i just set fire.and laughing with an open mouth, as wide as your faith in ...
Posted by Thaw on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 06:52:00 PST

Afternoon

i have mastered watching the way lips crease down. the way your cheeks tighten, the way your lip shivers. the way you open your mouth wide trying to loosen up. the way you are so ready to cry. the wa...
Posted by Thaw on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 08:15:00 PST

My Sugar

my sugar, he's the sweetest.holds my hand, walking down the street.my man, he ain't no diet soda.
Posted by Thaw on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:22:00 PST