Nice to know you. |
I'm tired of being knocked down because for once i've decided to seperate from people and take time to take care of myself.I cant believe any of you would even take this personally.I'M sorry that i ca... Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 01:19:00 GMT |
witnessing the downfall of my imaginary friend. |
Counting scars on handsconnected to these wristsi hear him humming softly.As these boney fingers create fists.Skin i wish untouched,yet craving some sort of lust.Dodging the stare of my imaginary frie... Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 15:15:00 GMT |
Barely alive. |
I hate to admit it, but i feellike im losing grip again.i tried so hard to stay at least content,and know ive found that it's nothing anyone else can do.it 's just the battle i have to face.the battle... Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 17:55:00 GMT |
Sewing mouths shut. |
Everyday i lose anouther piece of my sanity.Everyday i put on that cheshire grin,just so you wont ask questions.Everday i break something.Drinking champagne and tanqueray by myself last night made me ... Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 01:10:00 GMT |
Ordinary day [This is what i want.] |
Just a day, Just an ordinary day. Just trying to get by. Just a boy, Just an ordinary boy. But he was looking to the sky. And as he asked if I would come along I started to realize That everyday he fi... Posted by on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 19:42:00 GMT |
Researching Emotions. |
Do you ever want to die in a moment?
Just..Lose yourself in that feeling that you know your not going to feel again for a really long time?
Serenity is cliche'.
The best feelings dont have words.
Do y... Posted by on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 11:05:00 GMT |
I dont want to be here [state of mind] |
i'm exhausted.
i dont know what to say anymore.
i know i have people who love me.
but it really doesnt make a difference.
im so scared.... Posted by on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 03:10:00 GMT |
I want out. |
i want out.
i want the fuck out of this fucking town.
i want out of this miserable meth infested hole in the wall.
i want something bigger.
i want something better.
... Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 22:49:00 GMT |
Your ex Lover is dead. [Really] |
God that was strange to see you again Introduced by a friend of a friend Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before' In that instant it started to pour, Captured a taxi despite all the rain We dro... Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 01:58:00 GMT |
tonight, tonight. |
went to a huge party at marks.
drank three beers and two watermelon fancy drinks.
remained sober.
played mom [basically babysitted a bunch of RETARDS]
got a drunk 6'5 300 lb man inside,
heard cops.
pi... Posted by on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 04:01:00 GMT |