Now where oh where do I start, I have tried so many times to get this out but always it ended up with to many pages...to may words. Lets start w/ the positves of now: I am a bride of Christ, a daughter of the most High God, and a single mom. But let me state that I didn't always know or believe these Characteristics of me were positives in my life.My story begins w/ I grew up in the average broken home. Though I love my family and they love me I have somewhat been the black sheep. Not the type of black sheep that is troublesome to thier family (though maybe I don't know it and I am). I am just that black sheep that never truly fit into the groove. These feelings of ackwardness lead me to make many attempts to fit into a box not meant for me which of course lead me to choices that would lead me to be a smoker (both legal and illegal), to be sexually active, and just an all around girl of the world. My life style would lead me to leaving college and my one opportunity to make an early success in my dream/desire to be a high school art teacher. Several times God reached out but my faith was based on a works based faith. I thought "God I have been being good, seeking after you, so what have I earned". But God knew the way of my heart was not in His hands and I unraveled as soon as I felt He disappointed me. By 2004 I had made so many bad choices and become such a numb skull I ended up pregnant in a relationship I didn't want to be in. In 2005 I became a single mom after my attempts, to make a fallen relationship work, had failed. Disappointed in myself and challenged by a difficult infant (just trust me it was more then an average infant gives) I grew depressed and my anxieties started to grow, though I was able to still keep them well hidden. In October 2006 my roommate convinced me to step foot in a church for her sake of craving to go to church. Once again God started to tug, this time I was captured, He began to remind me I was not destroyed, just a bit damaged, He began to love me softly and yet briskly. He pulled me through some tough times dealing w/ financial struggles, to personal struggles, and my struggle with accepting motherhood as a positive aspect to my life. He is the one that makes me feel loved when I feel alone and wiery of the world around me. Through the acceptance of my sins as I learned of the law, and through my faith in knowing the sacfrice God gave in Jesus Christ in true, then by repentance of my sins that took part in His sacrifice I was truly saved. Now by giving Him control of the wheel He is able to truly work in me. God cleaned away the filth of my past, and forgaven me for murdering His son. Then He just keeps on loving me even though I daily stumble to reach His feet.Well for now this will do, I am glad I got to meet you and may you get a moment to enjoy God's creation today!
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How to make a Amber
Ingredients:
1 part mercy
5 parts brilliance
3 parts ego
Method:Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!
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