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Audrey

*Ni Hao*

About Me

Howdy! A little about me...I will start with some personal stuff about me. I was born hearing impaired and received my first pair of hearing aids at age two. Then at the end of my senior year I found out that I have Usher Syndrome, progressive hearing and vision loss. I now only have central vision, so if you were to look into two toliet paper rolls that is how I see every day. I have no idea what is going to happen with my vision; every time I go to the doctor they give me a different answer. I had to quit driving and playing sports. I should be using a cane all the time but I don't like using it and I just run into things and trip instead of helping myself. I know that is not good but I hate how people stare at me in this small town. I will get over sooner or later. I just got back from China volunteering in a foster home for blind children for two months. That was the experience of a lifetime! I want to go back next year. I miss the children so much! Because of my syndrome I live every day as it comes because I don't know what to expect. I don't know when I will loss more vision or if I will go completely blind or not. Toss of the coin...won't know until it happens. I just soak up the beauty around me and hope that I don't loss it all because I don't know how I would survive without seeing the ocean, lakes, rives, mountains, faces of love ones...I could go on but I think you get the picture. On a good note, I am attending Peninsula College to get my AA and I am a para-educator sub in the school district working with children with disabilities and behavioral problems. Some of my dreams can't come true because of my disabilities but I'm coming up with new ones that I wish to achieve. I don't take things for granted; I have lost too many things that I did take for granted. I'm grateful for what I have in my life and live each day as it comes.
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My Interests

Softball was my life, now it is a memory. I love writing poetry, hanging out with friends, listening to music, going to the raceway, watching races, muddin', stumpin', old cars, trucks, Carhartts, traveling, hiking, soccer, sailing, sunsets, beaches, John Deere, and Toyota and more.
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Music:

Country is my favorite and that is what I listen to the most but I like a mixture of everything. Music is a big part of my life.

Movies:

Princess Bride, Goonies, Million Dollar Baby, Saving Private Ryan, Dumb and Dumber, Tommy Boy, Harry Potter, Sandlot, Sandlot2, Monsoon Wedding and more! I love movies!!

Television:

CSI,Law and Order, Friends, House, Grey's Anatomy and Lost(People in China got me started)

Books:

I don't read much but I like the Child Called It and the others that go along with that and Harry Potter. Oh and I guess I have to say Braille books haha even though they are not easy to read!!

Heroes:

I have many heros in my life and they are not just people that I trust but those that have been at my side through my rough times and still believe in me. My family are the best things in my life and have been there through all the apointments and rough spots in my life, but they never gave up on me. The friends I have in my life are more than I can ask for. They come and go but they all have left a special spot in my heart. Then there's the children and staff at Bethel Foster Home. Those children brought the light back into my heart and made me smile every day even when I was down. Those children don't have much yet they make everyday the best out of it and love to learn. The staff there are amazing and just seeing how much they love to help the children and how they smile during their job...I just love them all! And miss them bunches!

My Blog

My experience meeting others with Ushers

I spent this weekend in Auburn, WA at an Usher Family Weekend. Friday night I felt sick to my stomach and not wanting to go because I have never meet anyone in person with Ushers. I didn't know what k...
Posted by Audrey on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 08:46:00 PST

Losing Independence/Gaining Independence

I wrote this story for a magazine for disabled people to help them through hard times and it was to be about a personal experience and how it changed us. Mine was choosen and I won $100. I thought it ...
Posted by Audrey on Tue, 02 May 2006 09:33:00 PST

Pictures from Newspaper article

Here are the pictures that went with the newspaper article on me. I thought you might enjoy them. I also wrote the captions that were under each picture and in ( ) are my thoughts! Enjoy Chard walks ...
Posted by Audrey on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 01:18:00 PST

lost....

As I write this tears start to form in my eyes...Im lost in my thoughts and feelings. I feel that Im not going anywhere with my life and feel that Im losing my touch with happiness. I give up on love ...
Posted by Audrey on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 01:45:00 PST

why am i so afraid

Why am I so afraid   It seems to me that every time something good happens or something that makes me happy comes along I push it/them away. I have drilled into my head that I can't be happy, whe...
Posted by Audrey on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 11:34:00 PST

Urg...doctors....

Ever since Friday, the long eight hours at the hospital doing eye exams after eye exam, I have been sad. The shock is wearing off...I can't believe that I'm going blind. I'm starting to tear up just t...
Posted by Audrey on Wed, 11 Jan 2006 12:20:00 PST

Grateful *The Family*

I am grateful that I found and met "the family" as the boys say. Those of you know who you are that I'm talking about but those that don't, I'm talking about Nick Movius, Chris Haguewood, John Doane, ...
Posted by Audrey on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 12:57:00 PST

Newspaper Article

Seeing what's ahead? Monday, May 16, 2005By AMY McFALL PRINCE, Columbian staff writer Vancouver's Seventh Street Transit Center stinks of exhaust on a muggy afternoon. The low rumble of idling buses i...
Posted by Audrey on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST