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im syntia.
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I miss being important to someone, being an essential piece in someone's life.
I miss knowing that if a day passed and they had not seen me, they'd arrive beneath my window as the night does each evening, the moonlight in their hair and the stars in their eyes. As if I were as neccessary in ending their day as the bowing out of the sun.
I was that once. But of course, that was quite sometime ago...
QUOTES
Love is a temporary madness.
It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is.
Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away,
and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin
“Wait for the guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you....
The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'"
-unknown
Never forget that everyone deserves to be happy. Everyone.
But its not going to be tossed into your lap.
You need to be able to stand up for yourself,
and know that if someone is making you unhappy, you deserve better.

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here we are again

i will set you afire with the blood in my veins. the hope in my heart leaving unglamorous stains. im such an open book and your such an reasy readwere dancing, you and I, but your the one in lead. so ...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 23:54:00 GMT

i try so desperately to swim away..

but the tide... it drags me back...to you. im a little on the sad side. and the ones that claim they care, they wont answer my plea.im stuck crying to the moonand gazing at the sea. if only you would ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 21:02:00 GMT

my wardrobe bears my feelings better than my words..

your like my shiny pair of high heels, everytime i wear them they hurt my feet. but i cant help but slipping them on again, when i get the urge to wear them. and i put them on in hopes that this time...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 22:14:00 GMT

you know what?

i dont care anymore.your terrible attitude has ruined it for me.im over your dumb little competitionpretty soon ill be doing real acting work.and ill never have to listen to you again.but you know wha...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 12:52:00 GMT

im tired of this thing called life, this backwash love...

..> im tired of this thing called life, this backwash love... i need something, something to be... the air in my collapsing lungsthe new blood in my thirsty veinsthe strength in my aching muscles....
Posted by on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 19:02:00 GMT

the inconsistent matters of my heart

Wicked hearts play devious games that rob and steal and burn away the very thing that pushed you to love. You cant run, but you can hide, those starry eyes that see inside, farther than i ever thought...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 00:14:00 GMT

im tired

    the dance... the dance is always the same. my feet move mundanely my lips speak in rythym and my eyes sparkle in time.   the beat races through my veins pumps through my heart,...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 17:04:00 GMT

addictive embraces

one day i'll be as black as night and dissapear with the breeze that kisses the oceans waves. the chill of the night will find me alone and unshelteredand the stars will grow envious and like so man...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:22:00 GMT

oh the mystery of you

and if i were to die this night, would my coffin attract a crowd?  or would i lie a thousand ages with nothing but falling leaves?  i feel like screaming into the night, in hopes that you w...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 11:45:00 GMT

yeah..

He was different in that even when he said goodbye, it still felt like hello. He gave me my smile back.
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 19:08:00 GMT