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About Me

I tend to be very shy when you first make contact with me; then I tend to open up and once that shell is broken it's all over for you. I am a random, goofy, dorky, independant, emotional, complex, difficult, caring, not caring, kind hearted, fun, depressing, happy, out going, realistic, indepth, empathetic, gifted, special, out of my mind, crazy, insane, sane, quite, loud, over excited, listening, smart, stupid, talented, skilled, determined, lazy, motivated, night owl, imaginative, romantic gentleman.I have the tendancy to be very blunt and to the point when telling people things they don't want to hear but need to. I might seem like a bad guy because I don't take crap from anyone or care what people thing about me and am very up front when writing this. However like my big list of things describing me, this is just one of the many moods I can be in.....If you don't like it then that your own personal problem because I don't change for anyone.....Enjoy!

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

You if you agree with the below statements.

Well the English language is a plus; yes that includes not using the very ignorant slang crap (that's not English). If you don't have a problem with with the fact that I have a hatred for ignorant English slang. If your independant and don't need mommy or daddy and/or your loved ones holding your hand through life....

If you have done most if not all of the following:
(Looking for more of ALL the following)

1. Have detached mouth from mother tits or lips from parents asses.

2. Do things for yourself and by yourself.

3. Stopped whining about how shitty your life is because your mommy and daddy wouldn't buy you what you wanted.

4. Do something with your life other then relying on others for everything.

5. Let go of others hands, or walk on your own two feet and learn by doing it yourself.

6. Stopped caring so much about what hollywood wants you to be like, or what others think of how you should be. (That's a biggy)

7. Have a job/in school/have a career or all of the above.

8. Have or are working on relying on yourself for transportation e.i. Car and licenses or even the Bus.

9. Understands that when someone says they need space and..or time alone it doesn't mean there cheating, hate you, are mad at you, or anything even involving you....it's that person needing there "me time".

10.Finally, Realizing that this list of achievements is actually things that people my age should already be doing everyday. That all these things are realistic needs that anyone who is independent would want in the people around them....think about it...I have!

My Blog

Getting some feelings out

Well I haven't written one of these in a long time. I'm not even sure as to why I am writing this but oh well I have stuff on my mind and I should get it out. People are hurting right now and I can fe...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 08:08:00 GMT

Just some stuff on my mind

Confident Errors Lost and forgotten in this world Feeling confident in wrong choices Contemplation of future errors Feelings of accomplishing anything Realizing accomplishments are selfish Fear...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 04:08:00 GMT

I never learn......

All of this might just be me ranting and raving about how much shit I have in my life right now and how much I can't stand people anymore. Which it is actually exactly what this is. I don't really car...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 12:04:00 GMT

Hatred Poetry

EarthWhen the world stops spinningthe heart stops beatingpeople end up quitingthe world will be a better placeone of the greatest placesDestruction and chaos to allHatred in a world of humanA perfect ...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 23:35:00 GMT

Fuck you people, you know who you are!

I hate manipulators always trying to ruin peoples lives just cause they want there selfish acts done. Fuck you I know who you are I can see through your tricks and I to know how to manipulate only I d...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 22:21:00 GMT

Heaven and Hell

There is a place that is known to us as heaven and another place that is known to us as hell. These places exist in the minds of man and the minds of gods. We dream of one day dying and going to these...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 01:57:00 GMT

Words from an angry Empath

I thought I would write this just because I can. I will warn people that read this I might end up saying stuff that might just piss you off or offend you or say somthing that you might take personal....
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 23:59:00 GMT

More Poems

Disappearing Act Disappear from my existence Hope no one notices my act Become forgotten become lost Change yourself completely How long will it take for you to realize There is no home, no happ...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 09:39:00 GMT

Letters from an Open Heart Parts 1-5

Letters from an Open Heart 1 There's a feeling inside like I did something wrong Was there a mistake made, on the day I told you my feelings? Bad timing? Would never work? Don't feel the same? W...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 14:32:00 GMT

The things that grow in my mind.

Thinking about the past is not the best idea for a man like myself. So much pain and suffering, things that only a few people know about and yet some things no one knows about, all painful. I've been...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 22:27:00 GMT