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About Me

THIS WOULD BE THE SOUNDTRACK SONG TO MY LIFE2. The Quiet PlaceSpinning further, deeper I know you're out to try me I'm not in this to be a slave Push the dirt, make me feel Locate what swallows life Night bird you build my world..and then I close my eyes ..and then I close my eyesJudge me now Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down A king in my own mind Everything's in place so much brighter from todayDrown the monster Make all bad dreams go away Whatever it takes to keep running free Open scars, the quiet place All the bridges fall to the ground and you say you sacrificed..and then I close my eyes ..and then I close my eyesJudge me now Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down, bow down! A king in my own mind Everything's in place so much brighter from today A king in my own mindJudge me now A king in my own mind Judge me now A king in my own mindJudge me now Used to be afraid to let it show, Bow down, bow down! A king in my own mind Everything's in place so much brighter from today A king in my own mind
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Sami
Birthday: 12/18/1985
Birthplace: Canada
Current Location: Canada
Eye Color: Blue/Green
Hair Color: Dark Brunette
Height: 5"2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Polish
The Shoes You Wore Today: shoes? sandals.
Your Weakness: Music/Dancin/Exciting Times
Your Fears: Abuse
Your Perfect Pizza: N/A
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Finish School/Legal Matters/Be Happy
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol/brb/
Thoughts First Waking Up: i didn't go to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: do i sleep?
Your Most Missed Memory: missing out on a childhood
Pepsi or Coke: diet coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: n/a
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: n/a
Chocolate or Vanilla: n/a
Cappuccino or Coffee: green tea
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: fuck
Do you Sing: row row row your boat
Do you Shower Daily: sometimes 3 times daily
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: in college
Do you want to get Married: yes/maybe ? i think?
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: yes
Do you think you are Attractive: yes
Are you a Health Freak: no but i avoid fattening food
Do you get along with your Parents: HATE THEM
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE THEM
Do you play an Instrument: yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not in my lifetime
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: it's too cold i'd get nippons
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yes
Ever been called a Tease: every day
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: yes
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: social worker/make up artist/be a good mother
What country would you most like to Visit: some where far far away with my lover
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: n/a
Favourite Hair Color: n/a
Short or Long Hair: n/a
Height: n/a
Weight: n/a
Best Clothing Style: metal,rock,punk,your own!
Number of Drugs I have taken: too many
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: 5
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many
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MySpace CodesTHE NAME IN WHICH MY PARENTS BRANDED ME WITH IS *SAMANTHA GRBOWSKI* I'M POLISHKA N' ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES. I like it that way too. I'm a "SG=Suicide Girl" and aspire to do modelling/photos for their company. U know chics who keep it real, have piercings, tattoos, scars, dyed hair, scream, yell, just don't give a fuck...You can't "try" to be that kind of girl.. you either are or are not. Yup, I guess I'm "that" kinda of damned diva (lolz) Anyways, love me or hate me it's really up to you. So have a nice night/day whatever world you are in. ROCK ON BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!! BRUTALLY HONEST: *I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free. *I love to put on lotion. Sometimes I'll watch TV and go into a lotion trance for an hour. I try to find brands that don't taste bad in case anyone wants to taste me. *I need more sex, OK? Before I die I wanna taste everyone in the world. LOL.LoL. *I am unqiuely my own. *I am a freak & proud *I LIKE IT BETTER INTOXICATED *I am extroverted *Sometimes introverted *I see life in either black or white "metaphor" *I love to party way too much *Most people say I'm the "crazy girl" *I'm usually shy at first but at second I'm crazy hyper *I love comfy jammies *I am PooR @ the moment but not for lonngg *I think you should be your own girl and not follow... *I plan on getting many tattoos...all symbolic *I hate mean people...who purposely bring people down *I have very small hands *I like to be wild but also chill *I have mood swings ...and hate them. *I love the smell of good smelling people...mmm *I LOVE WALMART *I think you should never lose sight of who u r meant 2 be *I am happy to be alive "now"...but sometimes still emo *I don't judge anyone...hate people who do. *I love techno & dance *I'm spontaneous *I love to encourage people *I love Christmas commercials *I hate beauty commercials *I think WAY TOO MUCH *I still sleep with teddy bears *I dream a lot but hate my nightmares. *I love Wonderland,Niagara Falls,Toronto & NYC *I have anxiety attacks *I write poetry and lyrics about my life *If I think more about death than some other people, it is probably because I love life more than they do. *I love screaming...it's fun *I love concerts...I love to mosh! *I've been in handcuffs...but I'm not "that bad" *I like to write letters to people whom I love *I have 3 brothers and 3 sisters *I think all women go through periods where we hate this about ourselves, we don't like that. It's great to get to a place where you dismiss anything you're worried about. I find flaws attractive. I find scars attractive. *I've been reckless, but I'm not a rebel without a cause. *I've been in a "mental ward" *Hyldol,Ativan,Sereoquel are suppose to calm you down *I have many scars *Each one tells a different story *I'm recovering from self-mutilation *I'm Borderline *I'm emotional. *I love metal, rock and screamo music *I love to dance *I brush my teeth compulsively *I have a diverse sense of style...sometimes dressy sometimes comfy. *I'm sensitive *I'm empathetic *There's something about death that is comforting. The thought that you could die tomorrow frees you to appreciate your life now. *I'm obsessed with In Flames *I love my family,friends *I chew gum every day "sugarless" *I love big sunglasses *I think eyes are the key to the soul *I think that I'm intelligent *I'm understanding *I love to laugh (best feeling in the world) *I go to extremes-either really high or really low...I think that would be a diagnosis of "Bipolar" (LoL) *I feel bad for the mistakes I've made but I realize it's proof that I've tried to accomplish something. *I've attempted suicide over "x" amount of times...when I get really low...I'm way too dark. *Without pain, there would be no suffering, without suffering we would never learn from over mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows, without it, there is no way of life. *I'll talk to anyone sane or insane *Random is cool *Can't stand the cocky attitude *I don't have an ego *I find stuck up bitches annoying *I'm open minded *I love winter more than summer *I love holding hands *I don't like lables/categories/stereotypes *I think you should keep your natural beauty and never go fake. *I ask "why" a lot...always wanting to find out the meaning *I long for a secure sense of inner peace *I have been through extremely painful situations *I have lived to write a book and share my experiences. *I make wishes at 11:11 or 1:11 and tell those who I am with to do the same. *I am a lady of the night. *I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY KITTENS! *I feed them eggs *I want to make a difference *I should tell you that if you're sad, you'll get through it! *I want to graduate and become a successful social worker *I hate life but learning to appreciate it and find the beauty within it. *I believe you are what you think *Body language means everything *I believe truth sets you free *I have been down almost every road you could go. *I can relate to almost everybody *Sexy comes in many forms ...it's not superficiality..it's confidence. *I have a lot of friends and love them all. body { background-color:000000;
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I like someone who is a little crazy but coming from a good place. I think scars are sexy because it means you made a mistake that led to a mess.
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Bleeding Out My Soul- Poetry

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TAKE THIS LIFE

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Mary's Bio

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COUNTDOWN

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Posted by on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 18:50:00 GMT

XXX

I WORK HARD FOR MY MONEYSO YOU BETTER TREAT ME RIGHT!THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY AT THIS PRESENT MOMENT.ROCK ON BITCHES
Posted by on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 18:43:00 GMT

APRIL IS SEXUAL ASSAULT AWARENESS MONTH

April is sexual assault awareness month, read this please. April is Sexual Assau...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 14:50:00 GMT

COME TO THIS CONCERT!!!

HEY  EVERYONE F.Y.I: **IN FLAMES** ARE COMING TO TORONTO ON DECEMBER 12TH, 2006 @ THE KOOL HAUS**If you're interested add me: [email protected]
Posted by on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 16:57:00 GMT

No Pain No Gain -New Tatty

i got a tattoo finally   yesssssssssss   i'm obsessed now i need 1,000,000 of them   so sexy it hurts!
Posted by on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 19:45:00 GMT

The "real" me

You can tell from the scars on my arms and cracks in my hips and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that i'm not the carefullest of girls you can tell from the glass on the floor and the ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 20:55:00 GMT

THIS SONG SAVED MY LIFE! "LITERALLY"

THE END OF HEARTACHE LYRICSSeek me, call me I'll be waiting This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day Waking the misery of bein...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 17:39:00 GMT