Ashley

My name is Ashley. I'll be 21 soon. I'm funny. I'm sarcastic. I talk a lot. I make fun of things a lot. I get mad easily, but I think before I act. With the ripe age of 20, came maturity. I'm the nicest person in the world believe it or not until I need to be mean. I hate where I live, but I try to make the best of it. I like to be alone & I love taking walks. I love to read & write. I dream big, but lack motivation. I can remember pointless days & moments, but not what happened this morning. Once people exit out of my life, my brain blocks those memories out. I'm hateful, but I try giving people a chance. I'll do anything for my sisters. I like makeup & fashion, but I never have the chance to dress up. I hate my job with a burning passion, but am thankful I have it. I can be a perfectionist & I do not take criticism well sometimes. I have to talk myself through a lot of things sometimes. I'll do a lot of things off of impulse. I love the city, beach, & mountains. If only New York City was surrounded by mountains instead of crummy New Jersey & smog. I plot things all the time but never follow through. I'm usually always broke. Water is the best thing in the world to drink along with Crystal Light Pink Lemonade [ or Walmart's brand because I'm poor ] I could live off of PB&J [ with Strawberry Jelly ] & watermelon & be perfectly happy. I'd choose fruit over junk food any day & not because I'm a health freak. I love animals & hate animal cruelty or when I see homeless animals. I like my hair when I actually take care of it. I like meeting new people, but I don't trust anybody. & internet friends aren't always bad. I hate creepers & I'm not afraid to be an out right bitch when you're being a creeper towards me. I don't like to be touched or hugged, but if you hug me [ & I don't dislike you ] I'll hug you back & not mind. I'm not the best person for comforting anyone & crying makes me uncomfortable. You'll know I'm uncomfortable if I start messing with my phone or fingernails. I turn down pretty much everyone that asks me out just because no & a bitchy remark is the first thing that comes to mind. Sometimes I regret it later. Sometimes I'm just like whatever. Being disowned by the two most important people in my life has taught me so many things & made me such a better, stronger person. I'm not as dumb as everyone thinks. I just act like it. I spend most of my time in my own little world & half the things I say don't make sense. & that's pretty much it. Anything else? Ask.