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sluGGo

If you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.

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To Boddah pronounced Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love. relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. Which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, (and I do. God, believe me I do, but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're one. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last three tours I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone.There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces, Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know! I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be. Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. Empathy! Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauceous stomach and remember, its better to burn out than to fade away. peace, love, empathy. Kurt CobainFrances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter. Please keep going Courtney for Frances for her life which will be so much happierRefused - New Noise
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Add to My Profile | More VideosIf you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change.Everything you are against weakens you. Everything you are for empowers you.The state of your life is nothing more than a reflection of your state of mind..” Wayne Dyerwelcome to my site yo...im junkie steve aka Nots Ober i love to play my guitar and party like a rockstar...i love to drink and smoke and roll with my people...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: sluggo
Birthday: 1-2-88
Birthplace: unknown
Current Location: between heavan and hell
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: varies
Height: 6'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: cherokee
The Shoes You Wore Today: none
Your Weakness: money
Your Fears: not reaching my full potential
Your Perfect Pizza: pamparious
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: stay out of jail
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: later
Thoughts First Waking Up: who i gotta kill today?
Your Best Physical Feature: idk my muscles or my height or my dick?
Your Bedtime: 8 a.m.
Your Most Missed Memory: everyone ive lost
Pepsi or Coke: neither dont drink soda
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither done eat fast food
Single or Group Dates: dont matter
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: espresso
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: all the time
Do you Shower Daily: sometimes
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: yes
Do you want to get Married: idk
Do you belive in yourself: YES!
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: ;)
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: my mom
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: all of them
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no im sober now
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yeah i guees you could call em that
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ive eaten a couple oreos
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: fuck no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in the shower
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yes
Ever been Drunk: what do u think
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: yes
Ever Shoplifted: yes
How do you want to Die: like the king
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: wow uhh...alive,sober,healthy,wealthy in more ways than just money in life,friends,and love
What country would you most like to Visit: finland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: one that i can see myself in
Favourite Hair Color: whatever somethin crazy is always good
Short or Long Hair: depends on the girl so either
Height: shorter than me
Weight: less than me
Best Clothing Style: birthday suit all the time
Number of Drugs I have taken: too many
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: 3
Number of Tattoos: 1
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing
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My Interests

..While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die.Leonardo da Vinci"If I'd lived in Roman times, I'd have lived in Rome. Where else? Today America is the Roman Empire and New York is Rome itself"...John Lennon...i love music,reefer,and my guitar...i usually kick it with my guys through the day and chill with my girls at night...

I'd like to meet:

Did you know there's an estimated 60,000 'official' relligions on Earth?. Did you ever read about the lives of the Saints? Some were nuts. Self-flaggelation, self-deprivation to the point of death, fits . and visions, bizarre, violent, schizophrenic lives they claimed were dictated by Divine Will. Every word of babble and . . . . . . . damnation out of their mouths was taken as pure instruction everyone believed, on faith, no questions asked. Nowadays . . . . they . call that "mental illness". People will look at you in awe if you tell them you saw an angel but they'll tell you you're ..crazy if you . say you saw a ghost. Why is that? You tell someone you're going to Lourdes to dip your hand in a spring to ..see if God will . cure your arthritis and people will take up a collection for you to get there. You tell them you're going to ..Wyoming to sit in a cave full of natural radon gas because you heard that's healed people too, and they'll ask you why the ..hell you believe that crap.. Perhaps it's the faith of the Faithful that inspires things. There's plenty out there that I respect as divine, some things I think . . are somewhat interesting from an anomalous view and of course things that are so strange that I wonder what the hell . . . . ..people are thinking. You'd think the Supreme Being would have a better PR venue than to appear on a burnt muffin in ..Texas?
Create your own Friend Quiz herei really want to meet myself i wish i would come around sometime ya know?... You Know You're a Pothead When... You think the song "Truckin'" by the Grateful Dead should replace the national anthem. Your music collection is worth more than your vehicle. Your bong is taller than your dog. It takes you more than 30 minutes to roll a joint. You set your wedding date for 4/20. You take off April 20th every year and treat it as a holiday. You spent your last bit of money to score some herbs and don't have enough gas money to get home but you don't care. You start every sentence with - uhhh!. You intentionally roll seeds in your joints on independence day so you can hear the popping because you don't have money to buy fireworks. You eat at Taco Bell more than 8 times a week. You wear sunglasses at night, and see better. You go to the corner store and the clerk automatically tosses a pack of rolling papers on the counter. Your pot tray is fuller than your refrigerator. Your bong gets washed more than your dishes. You sell your car for gas money You are the only tobacco smoker in the room and you look at the cigarette in the ashtray and ask, "Is that my cigarette?" You're eating something on your way home thinking about what you're gonna eat when you get home! Every cylinderical object you see, turns into plans on a new smoking device.... Just to be religous, you observe 4:20 in every time zone. Someone has ever come up to you on the street and said "Hi" and you said "Yep." You thought the ebola virus was a type of weed. You think being stoned to death would be a damn good way to go out. You have ever smoked pot before 8 o'clock in the morning. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other pothead friends.

Music:

Zidele Amathambo is a band originating in Springfield, Illinois. It was literally just started less than a week ago, but hopes to have out a demo in the next two months. We chose this name, Zidele Amathambo (South African saying which means: Give yourself up, bones as well. i.e. Take a chance.), because we feel that life is too short to take anything seriously. If you don't take a chance on anything then you are never really living your life. We are an alternative/screamo/reggae band. We figured it was a combination rarely if ever heard, and also the types of music that each of us enjoy. Look for some music on our page in the very near future. Thank you, and Peace with you.I listen to...grindemtalcrunkpunkhard...core...apperantly

Movies:



Television:

dont watch much tv but when i do comedy central...stephen colbert all the way...

Books:

anything and everything

Heroes:

INSPIRATION-john lennon,jimi hendrix,david bowie,john 5,james hetfield,and gg allin,charles manson,anyone who has the balls to commit suicide,murf durf,people who dare to be different and people who follow there dreams... .. PimpMySpace PhatPimpClothing.comJimmy Hendrix --- Voodoo child (Live at Woodstock)

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Posted By:Hell hath no fury like that of me.....Get this video and more at MySpace.com...
Posted by sluGGo on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 10:26:00 PST

my thoughts on universal suicide...

if you can even for a moment grab on to a star or a dream cling to it for just a moment  becuz thats all we are in the  life of lifetyme a blink of an eye a wink of an eye you never really w...
Posted by sluGGo on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:25:00 PST

the polotics of silence...

http://www.newyorker.com/critics/content/articles/061106crbo _books2
Posted by sluGGo on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 10:56:00 PST

this song is so last summer...

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Posted by sluGGo on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:15:00 PST

cute without the E one of my favorite songs ever!

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Posted by sluGGo on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:10:00 PST

My Heroine one of the sickest songs EVER!!!

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Posted by sluGGo on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:06:00 PST

Buried A Lie A smithers i wanna hear you sing it man our fuckin song bro!

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Posted by sluGGo on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 11:05:00 PST

How To Save A Life

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Posted by sluGGo on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 11:36:00 PST

kill kill kill

--> START YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS -->What Kind of Mental Disorder Do You Have?Psychopathic  KillerYou have no sense of remorse.  You show kindness only to your pet rabbit...until you brut...
Posted by sluGGo on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 10:25:00 PST

ramen noodles

ramen noodles are the shit http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h154/His_Evil_Royalty666/S 5030077.jpg
Posted by sluGGo on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:27:00 PST