Fallen Angel

I always say to myself, how can you describe yourself to make others believe that all your descriptions matches you. Anyway, its been quite a long time since I edited my profile so I'll strat from scratch once more. So here I am. Almost inexistent and ready to surpass life. Hoping that there would be a new light under the darkness.To physically describe myself. I'm just not attractive(as I always say to myseelf cause I really am not that good looking), small but terrible to some of my friends because they always knew that I'll always be there to support and protect them in times of their miseries and struggles. I myself have my own challenges in life but I always give priority to my friends whom I dearly love for they are always there also to aid me in my desperate times.I still lack some things especially in my emotional status cause I've been hurt many times. Imagine that youve broken and fallen many times, and yet I still have the strength and the confidence to stand and carry on. Yet deep inside. I still long for someone whom I can trully love and someone who can love me back. I once felt that, but now, its just not the time.......Things change depending on the situation and the condition. Every new challenge in life always makes me stronger. No matter what I do. I always fight and never give up for what I believe in. I don't know why, maybe its just the simple reason that I got nothing to loose anymore. Either my life is always on the line for my sake, my family, and my friends.For now, I still stay in the dark.where I belong. I still have to do what I have to do. Fight for what I know is right. Do the things I know that is possible. Yet the only thing I can do to myself is just simply hide in the dark.Stay who I am and what I am, and always be a dark, fallen angel to someone who needs my aid.