jhune

i am jolly...happy indeed as always... im productive yet sensual... im loud but proud... i see people as a whole not in their physical appearrance instead in thier heart,because lips can be so real in sounds and ear absorbs what you just though eyes can see what your eyes wanted to see but heart cant be fooled...either cant lie... i wish you could probably see me in person, for you to see the real me and judge me anyway...there's a lot of people in this world wants to meet thier everything... love of their life,wannabe bf's and gf's,future husbandand and wife,soulmates,etc. i feel so bad for them, you know why? none of them wants to meet god! and i will be the first one(i think) to pronounce that, i wanna meet god in person alive! for all these sinful years that ive done,i think its time for me to reconcile all the bad things that ive done,all the sufferings ive made to others,all the lies i kept with all those secrets,to all the rudeness ive inherited from my friends,namely jeah,maan,gelai,mabeth,candy,khay,ladyh,melods,mary,krisel,a mhay,maxie,mary,especially to iris and to all of my friends(if there's any)that i never mentioned earlier, PLEASE have mercy on me! dont put your evilness in me! dont make friends with me anymore if satan is with you... i am a very religious person for god sake! damn! i dont wanna say bad words anymore like, fucking shit! this makes me more horrible... tsk tsk tsk...