Ricky

6'0 blonde hair blue eyes 4 tattoos i like to party hang with friends and family If ever you had said to me beforeThat I would lead this life that I am living nowI guess it's all so strangeTo feel the way I do inside butHave so much that I could feelSome pride for in my lifeSo why is it that I feel like this?How do I feel? I've been here beforeI've felt thisRetreat to a place, a place within meI need thisKeep it all down, bottled insideIt breaks meTo torment again and torture me like it used toI try and try to break away from all the hate I'm feelingFor everyone of you that's ever done me wrongI need to justify the reasons for the way I'm livingI guess I can't 'cause I don't feel like I deserve