my darkness-andy-(unfinished) |
I'm dead insidefeels like I've died a thousand timesthe unending painAnd yet I still turn back againlike an addict to her fixI return to my pricksa user, used and abusedno matter how many times i've b...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 18:36:00 GMT |
updates on my life. |
Well, for those wondering.I've taken up some jobs and hobbies that are completely new.A coworker of mine, Lori, has offered to teach me martial arts. she's also allowed me to help her with her horses...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 17:39:00 GMT |
killing me |
I've reached out to youshowed you what's the truthhelped builled up your wallsnever thought that I'd fallI've died inside a thousand timesI struggle for just one look in your eyesBut each time I tryI ...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:40:00 GMT |
Empty arms = verious |
Rain fell last night, quiet, gentle rain, that tapped against my window pane. And called me back from troubled sleep, to soothe a heart too numb to weep. My loneliness was too deep and real, and like ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 14:32:00 GMT |
political encounters of the 3rd kind |
I was at work a couple weekends ago (I work as a hotel desk clerk/auditor). In the lobby where we work, we have a huge flat screen tv for people to watch. Believe it or not, a lot of peopl...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Oct 2008 07:05:00 GMT |
Beautiful beast = me |
focused so much on the outside
You never thought where she hides
The beautiful glimmer of a shiny golden strand
Or the sparkling tiny diamond shimmering in your hand
You're heart is taken by your dema...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 23:23:00 GMT |
invisible=me(unfinished) |
This anger and frustration, Keeps ringing all inside
I scream out trebulation, and I'm hit with genocide
Time's bleeding me, honestly, It seems like suicide
Invisibility is killing me, I'll change thi...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jul 2008 01:29:00 GMT |
overtaken-demize of eros |
You know through what I've become. My days have been as night. My nights have been like death. The breath I received reeks of ashes. That which was meant to bring life. Is like decay in my mouth. Twil...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 00:01:00 GMT |
erase me=me |
God help my soul
Heal these open wonds
It feels as though I've gone deathly cold
no life is left in me
My heart has lost it's rythem
As it slows
It's leaving me
Please erase me
Replace this junkyard ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 01:26:00 GMT |
All For Love |
I Lived for loveBeen saved by loveHealed by loveFilled with loveImpaled by lovesoothed by loveFooled by lovescarred by loveMarred by loveImprisoned in loveSelfish for loveSelfless To loveDriven by lov...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 19:12:00 GMT |
