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Jer||♥||cure

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Music:

Harlequin Nightmare

"I dunno, I think I should take my chances with the living. I mean, who ever said death would be any easier? What if I have to fight Zombies and Liches or something?"
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"This is the part you where you get to control the position of my heart."
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"Thing about heartbreak... about letting go of someone... Is that you're letting go of something you never really had the chance to hold. You're missing a step."
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Age: 23
Gender: Male
Orientation: Bi
Location: Toledo
IM: Smallgreendot
Dearest Boy Puppet...

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The Acedemy Is, Aiden, Tori Amos, Ataris, Atreyu, Black Rain, Bowling For Soup, Bright Eyes, Cartel, Chevelle, Chiodos, Coheed and Cambria, Death Cab For Cutie, Celine Dion, Connie Francis, Lamb of God, Lost Prophets, Matchbook Romance, My Chemical Romance, Project Pitchfork, Something Corporate, Taking Back Sunday, Thursday, The Used, Vendetta Red, The Weakerthans

I’m Jer, the hardest route to take.
And it won’t even lead you to a secret or special ending.
I should have turned around a long time ago.
But I am so god damn stubborn…
I can probably beat you up.
When I’m defeated, I’ll look strong and proud.
And when I’m unstoppable, you’d think you could knock me over.
If I let you touch my hair, you’ve earned my trust.
I don’t trust my feet, so I look down a lot.
I’m not hiding. You’re probably nothing to me.
I’ll listen to you, no matter what.
And I’ll never speak my mind.
I work a lot.
I obsess and think a lot.
And they never leave me alone.
I get along with everyone.
But if you betray me, I’ll become a monster in front of you.
I do not think logically.
Yet I swear with conviction, I am a machine.
If you’ve ever seen me cry…
Then I’ve seen you cry, too.
I would die for my friends.
Wouldn’t care if they’d do it for me.
I know who I love.
But never quite why…

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My Blog

Fat Chicks in Party Hats

Welcome to my final ending My epilogue My grand finale Is this how You've pictured my social end? Now we've shared our laughs And had our fun But I apologize The sorrow's won So will you forgive Me fo...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 02:41:00 PST

Sick Sense

Some things will never make sense Like books that teach me how to read. And how you can invest a dollar to a ticket Give it a tiny scratch And earn back twenty. Or how there war killed everyone Yet ou...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 04:53:00 PST

Leave it Crimson Red

Sometimes things hurt so muchlike when you knowthat you really are so coldand a cog winds your heartbut then you come to knowthat underneath it allyou still see crimson redand you curse under your bre...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:11:00 PST

Strength of Gravity

It seemed to be turningand suddenly it silencedand in no timeI felt it slip outand roll far beneath me! How can I get it back?When the cracks of the pavementare so smalland so tightDon't you see me t...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 05:39:00 PST

The Strength of Clockwork

At last I might be calmingBecause I noted my breathWould feel deeper and warmerWhenever you grabbed my hand. Sure, I was afraidWhen those monsters Clawed at my backAnd whispered protection in my ear A...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 05:10:00 PST

Under Glass

This one is PISS OLD, I can't believe I found it after all these years! :P Here I am with you And we look ahead. Maybe you looked at me And maybe I looked at you but not once did our eyes meet. ...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 10:41:00 PST

Fading From You

Now you've gone away My precious thing, what would you say Had all our melodies ended in vain?   Sad to say it's true I feel nothing when I'm with you Thus losing any satisfaction you might have ...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Tue, 23 May 2006 01:39:00 PST

Why the FUCK does this always have to happen to ME!?

I fucking HATE going out to the bars!   I HATE them!   I'm at fucking Eighties night and I'm REALLY trying to impress this girl, which is hard as hell being the loser that I am... (I wish I ...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Tue, 02 May 2006 01:10:00 PST

Grasping an Edge In a Final Attempt

Oh, how my mind would fly If my body would allow it Vile and detestable, This monster I have let surface. Curse no one but yourself For all the shortcomings you blame on others. Live and Live again In...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Mon, 01 May 2006 09:51:00 PST

There Existed a Raw and Potent Pollen

Supported by the Chameleon Abyss There existed a rather intensive And almost combustive Amount of raw and potent pollen   Moved by the Ethereal Breath of Creation These molecular dreams became in...
Posted by Jer||♥||cure on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 09:39:00 PST