i just HAVE whenever i WANT, and NEED only when i DESIRE....is when i HAVE to here your laugh, when i HAVE to see you smile, your blue eyes, your clammy hands, minchy teeth, and your back. when i HAVE to embrace every bit of who your are. even the bad bits, hidden behind your tone of hapiness, coz you have to love the SHE bit, aswell as the noah.when i sometimes just WANT to kill you, when i WANT you in my bed, in my car but most of all forever in my life. because i WANT your vibes, your energy, your anger, loudness, touch and compassion on every day of the week.3 months later... i still NEED you, i NEED the smell of you, i NEED to see you, i NEED our saturday nights, our sunday mornings, our pills, our hugs kisses, fucking laughs that hurt my stomach, our stupid noises, our hungry jacks or mcdonalds. which ever one we decide 2 hours later. i NEED forever our memories, cause they trigger our moments that give us that little bit of energy on them days that are shit, they give us smiles, positive days, a good look towards the future... which leads us smiling at the thought of my blonde kids and your hairy kids. i NEED our BJ talks and our mum jokes. i still NEED to watch the girl next door, coz i remember when it all started 4 years ago, when you broke my ankle. i NEED to look at that lump still, coz its a scar, something solid, that makes you realise, friendship is forever, but only if you let it be. only if you let that best mate push you over and smash open there head, get scars all over your knees. Trust me, you need to look at those bad times, because pull the bad, from the good and learn from it. you learn from taking a bad pill in a kebab shop and thinking of death. you learn to NEED and depend on each other, so that when you are stuck in joondelup, you can ring someone, and they'll spend the whole car ride with your mum and her music. you just NEED me and i just NEED you, it's simple, if you just go with the flow, have 3 hours sleep each night, ignore hang overs, fight like all hell, take a chance and enjoy every bit of that one person in life you DESIRE... your best friend.
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