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Only those things beautiful are inspired by madness and written by reason..
Rachel
i need high ceilings.
i laugh at the best & worst of times & dance as retardedly as i want. play with you. prove you wrong when you're wrong. be sorry when im wrong. appreciate when you forgive me.
i smile for all the wrong reasons. like answers to my awkward questions even when you'd rather not answer. be honest with you when you deserve nothing less. want you to tell me the truth because you know i'd prefer it. even when it hurts...please make me laugh when it does.
hold your hand when you're scared. hug you when you're sad. hug you when i'm sad. point out your virtues, ignore your flaws & see the best in you. see the worst in you & still like you. appreciate when you remember my birthday, amaze you when i remember yours. make up for when i dont. tell you something random, make your day surprising. make you see the sexual side of anything. confuse you. disgust you. muddle your words. make you smile. make me smile; giggle when i shouldnt. be immature at the right times. immature at the wrong times. be a child. be sexual. love disney & remember all the good movie lines.
look your way but turn away when you look mine. smile to myself. smile when no one else is. smile for no reason. smile because i can. laugh at my own jokes. because i can. laugh at your jokes, because i can. play nintendo64. make cubby houses & feel like growing up shouldnt have to happen.
kiss me after eating sushi, kiss me after peanut butter, laugh at my pie eating, understand my commitment fears, enjoy my imagination, invite me into yours. distract me. play me a song, sing to me, tell me you enjoy my company. tell me your fears. tell me your interests. draw me a picture. write me a story. tickle me. when i say stop...dont. i like my music & put up with yours cause it makes you happy. pretend to like mine & i will be satisfied.
ill break your heart unintentionally. make you think im worth it. prove to you im not. love is not my game. one day it will be. but today is not that day. dont see me as someone im not, dont build expectations from me, dont think that im good for you, dont tell me things you think i want to hear. ill only disappoint you.
not afraid to say what i feel. not afraid to say what i think. i honestly do not care what you think of me. dont like me? tell me. then fcuk off out of my life. i won't waste time with you.
Alex Speaks Orgasm
i paint my life with crayolas and style. go with it.
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I'd like to meet:

Sigmund Freud
Jane Austen

My Blog

Genuine and Unprepared

Light and sound are having a domestic.The darkness overwhelms my body; my eyes         &n bsp;        red...bl urred....
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 04:54:00 GMT

Truth and Uncertainty

Uncertainty...Unawareness...Unknown...What to make of what you know; what to think of what you don't.They are whispers in a thunderstorm.They are almost silent, but they linger there; I feel it.A...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 15:32:00 GMT

2007...such an amazing year it has been

Now, for me 2007 has been one superduper year. Apart from having Scriv as a teacher for a term, it has been joyous in most areas of life, and more. Here's a few lists i've created just for fun...if an...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 07:17:00 GMT

whatever happened to life is one thing or another?

I stop. I look. I think.There's something comforting about the memories here, yet i'm still uneasy.It's now that i look around me and admire the people i've been with the longest. People always s...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 17:11:00 GMT

this is the rise and the fall.

We were never meant to dieWe were never meant to lose those closest to usWe were never meant to think, what would've happened if I did?We were never meant to say "i don't feel the same..."We were neve...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 00:00:00 GMT

Want an answer? Cause I haven't got one.

What is our purpose in life?To reproduce? To succeed? To love? Their is no official purpose, just the aim of what you strive for. What you want from life, what you're willing to do, and what you ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 03:28:00 GMT

Just another one of those days..

My life is great. I'm not to say its the best, but for me, I'm happy.Today, it was yet just another day, spent lazing around with 'him' and just enjoying the company of one of the people I love incred...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:43:00 GMT

What drug you reckon im on?

When everyday's comfortabley the sameSometimes you just feel too scared to break the boundariesAnd cross that line that keeps each day connected to the next..Some, however, cross that line, take the p...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 23:38:00 GMT

Hold A Conversation

If you would let me hold you,The nights would never be this cold.If morning has it's romanceand midday has demands,If I could rest my head foreverin these fragile hands.If evening has it's moments.If ...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 17:53:00 GMT

you get what you deserve. A new Bec.

How the times have changed,How the bec's have grown,The models enhanced for your enjoyment,While other brands have down graded to models less than worthy of your time.These days have shortened,And the...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 01:28:00 GMT