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About meeeeya , I don't know what to put. You want to know about me? You're just going to have to find out yourself. There's lots to me, see if you can figure it out if you're up for the challenge. I'm a thinker, I'm a smart ass, I'm a funny one at that, confident when I want to be, shy at other times, hard to get to truely open up. I'd like to think I'm logical, and I'm a bit of a neat freak, or a perfectionist....when I can be bothered to organise things, I'm non-judgemental, I'm a lazy shit, and I'm quite prepared , well I think I am, for where I'm steering my life at the moment. Also, I'm a writer, a empathetic one at that. I like to think I can understand almost any situation that someone describes to me. Just because I'm very visual and understanding. Lol, hobbies and things, average teenage boy stuff. What else could you really expect, we all gotta like something and it's all the same as someone else in the end, or it wouldn't exist in the first place.That's me ^ ^ Stephen. :) P.S Request for a friend if you're cute, lol. (Chicks only)Here's two poems that I personally wrote, I did them because I felt like doing them at the time. Not mood invoked, just imagined completely.

***Angel***

Shining heaven,

Burning hell

Only one of these places I wish to dwell

The only thing that makes me happy when I'm sad

Nothing in the universe could make me more glad

From the sky she fell

From the only place I wish to dwell

Where my dream is real

Where I can touch and fell

The only place that makes me feel complete

From the day she fell right before my feet

Gazing upon her in front of me

I got down on one knee

I looked upon her amazing beauty

My mind rushed into amazement and awe

For I could not believe what I saw

Was it an angel, was it real

Could she possibly be everything I was looking for

Was she the person behind the door

She rose and stood up tall

The shining light from the sky following the path where she fall

Making her beauty impose more awe

She spoke the soft voice of a dove

Making me instantly fall in love

I know no sadness, I know no pain

I only have her love to gain

My dream and thoughts become real

And now I live the perfect life as I wished to fell

I wish to live this till my dying day

When it comes I hope it will stay

And when I die, I hope we meet in heaven again one day

From where she came, the sky so high

I only wish to go there when I die

My life before and after now complete

All because the angel fell at my feet.

***Death***

Burning hate, fire and pain

Murders everywhere with nothing to gain

People run wild everywhere going insane

Not one of them cares

The murderers have no fears

The pools of blood vivid red

Brings a shocking realisation of those now dead

They are all killed without remorse

Right down to the last stable horse

I hide in my house intent not to be found

I go under the floor boards without making a sound

A shrill screaming noise came which pitch was fine

Sent a rush of cold chill rushing down my spine

To horror and shock they had found my mother

I prayed to the lord they need not find my brother

The search continued, all afraid

So did the vast murderer raid

My mother now dead, violent images in my head

My brother was found

He was quickly shot without a sound

My family now dead, violent images in my head

The village now cleared

There was no more fear

There was no more sound

There was no more village people's footsteps trodding across the ground

The village now cleared

The houses set ablaze

The murders ride off beyond my gaze

My family now gone

My village now dead

Violent images in my head

My soul was bound to the ground

My senses thought dead without any sound

The purpose of living was taken away

I grabbed and knife and took my life where I lay.