So life is a little calmer now. If you read below you will see why:). I am now the most of the time proud mother of a 12 year old and a 6 year old. I got married July 23, 2008. Memories, good and bad come back a little at a time. I have learned really well how to wing it with people I don't remember that seem to think they know me. Forgive me if you were one of them.I think God every day for sending me CJ. Most people wonder how I can thank God for anything, but God didn't make my life this way, one single man did. So that's how I process it I guess. I don't see how anyone can go through this world without thinking there is something else out there, otherwise how do you live? I don't know. I do have a different way of looking at life I know,but when you have made your peace with it's time to go and then you are suddenly shoved back in the real world it sure does make you look at the real world a LOT differently.
SO, thanks to everyone who has kept me and the kids in your prayers. Keep at it. A little bit at a time I guess:)*****************************************************
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**** The judge came back with the verdict Friday. Jacob was found guilty on all 5 counts including 1st degree murder. Means life w/out parole*****
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Lets see. Where to begin. The good thing is I have two beautiful children. I have survived a crazy year and a half of my life. My husband was murdered on 9/9/2005 by his best friend, Jacob McGinnis. I was also attacked. Jacob is still awaiting trail. It's a HUGE weight hanging over my head until that day comes. He was one of my best friends. He took my husband, which took my life and my kids. Somehow I was able to survive. How or why maybe I will never know. But please keep me and my kids in your prayers we have a long way to go. I have a website for my husband also. It is http://steven-sandoval.memory-of.com/ . I am so thankful to all of you who have been there for me through all of this. Jen who has been there since the hosptial. My sister. Everyone. Love you all lots. I couldn't make it without you. Life is not exciting much here. We just make it through the day. I have been off work since this happened and probubly will be until after the trial is completely over. The biggest reason I did this is I lost a lot of my long term memory from what happened. I try all the time to get some of those memories back. So if you think of anything. Let me know. I think that about covers it.
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