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Scapegoat Stigmata

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About Me

Hi, my REAL name is Jimmy, I'm a short, stalkey, bear/cub hybrid who loves music, art (all mediums), the outdoors, intellegent banter, good friends and good times, and life in general, I suppose. Don't get me wrong, I'm not one of those 'bouncing off the walls' Ned Flanders types, but I'm definetly not some whiney little bitch that refuses to enjoy life for what it is because optimism is no longer fashionable; fuck fashion! I do things my own way and I always have. I love to cook and have parties for family and friends, the holiday season is my favorite time of year because gives me a chance to really use my greatest talents (you wouldn't know it from looking at me but I'm a regular Martha Stewart). I feel that football, friends, and beer are a winning combination (so long as everyones pitching in for cab; let's be honest, no one wants to be a designated driver, it's lame)! Music has always been a very important staple in my life. I play bass, and dabble in guitar, keyboards, and whatever else strikes my fancy. I also like to write music and lyrics. My blogs are mostly recent poetry/songs I wrote at some point or other and if they come off as depressing to you, you probably didn't get them, please read again! One of the coolest things about myspace is the amount of free music floating about and the oppurtunity to contact your favorite bands, as well as preview music from and communicate with up and coming bands! I'm a very loving and compassionate person. I commonly put the wants and needs of others before my own simply because I love to please people and take care of the ones close to me. I feel this is ultimately our purpose in this ocean of chaos called 'life'.

Name: Jimmy
Birthday: May 11, 1980
Birthplace: Delaware County, PA
Current Location: Lancaster, PA
Eye Color: Green/Brown, depends on the time of year
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: irish/scottish/german/english
The Shoes You Wore Today: day off, no shoes
Your Weakness: horny daddies
Your Fears: collosal tsunami's
Your Perfect Pizza: Hawiian(w/ canadian bacon instead of reg. ham)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: quit smoking, have the greastest Christmas ever!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: can't say I have one
Thoughts First Waking Up: 'Not now, I was so close to nailing him!'
Your Best Physical Feature: my cherbic smile
Your Bedtime: when I'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory: playing in my old band
Pepsi or Coke: cherry coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: no preference
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla ice cream, chocolate cake
Cappuccino or Coffee: both, I need a pick-me-up!
Do you Smoke: Trying to quit
Do you Swear: more then I care to admit (not around children or old folks)
Do you Sing: I scream!
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: I don't see what would be the point of living if I didn't!
Do you want to go to College: Within the next two years
Do you want to get Married: Only if I know it's forever
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No, I love to be in motion
Do you think you are Attractive: I'm no 10 but I'm definitly not an ugmo!
Are you a Health Freak: hell no
Do you get along with your Parents: love em
Do you like Thunderstorms: like Oprah on a baked ham
Do you play an Instrument: bass, guitar, keyboards
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: half a box
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: just yesterday
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: it's been a few months
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: negitory
Ever been Drunk: ha, yes
Ever been called a Tease: yes, but I don't try it
Ever been Beaten up: I had two older brothers
Ever Shoplifted: back in the day
How do you want to Die: I don't want to die (what a morbid question)!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: me
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany (german accents are hot!)
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: what I see in their eyes is all that's important
Favourite Hair Color: anything dark, though gray of graying hair is really sexy
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: under 6'
Weight: so long as their not skinny, it's not important (I got love 4 the chub)
Best Clothing Style: depends on the person
Number of Drugs I have taken: I think I've tryed everything once (except crack)
Number of CDs I own: over 100
Number of Piercings: none anymore
Number of Tattoos: working on it
Number of things in my Past I Regret: it would be niave to have no regrets
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My Interests

Playing bass, creating music with others of similiar musical interest, entertaining (dinner parties, cocktail parties and such), drinking beer and takin shots at the local bar with good friends, and interesting strangers, reading writing down all of the unusual things that come out of my head and sharing it with others for collective insight (poems, short stories, and I'm working on a book).

I'd like to meet:

PARTNERS- I'm typically more attracted to older men, maturity and wisdom are very sexy to me. I love daddies, with their no nonsense attitude (dadditude, as it's commonly refered too), and all the other wonderful attributes you can only find in a well seasoned man. Ageism does not fly with me, in fact I guess you could call me as anti-ageism as they come! I suppose I just love bears in the general sense of the term. And whether they're bookish and shy, or wearing nothing but a pair of leather chaps (yum), with all the dadditude you could in one dungeon, chances are we'd get along just fine! So long as you love to sleep in late cuddling, and enjoy the simple things in life, you're fine by me! FRIENDS- I love people, with all their flaws, I would be lost without them. However, the kind of traits I look for in a friend are: loyalty, openmindedness, and a love the world with all of qualms and bitterness for the sheer purpose of the pursuit of happiness in a time of great expectations and a cold, doubtful, uncertain future. People don't have to be similiar to me for me find solace in them. I get enough of myself living in my head all day, it's nice talk to someone different every once and a while! Not to be negitive, but most humans are assholes, you have pick through the bad ones to find the good ones!The Potala Palace, Tibet

Music:

Eclectic to say the least, so of my favorite bands are: Mudvayne, Paradise Lost, Circa Survive, Coheed, My Chemical Romance, placebo, Disturbed, Hypocrisy, Deftones, old school Radiohead, Chevelle, Tool, A Perfect Circle, AFI but are not limited to the classics like: Fleetwood Mac, Pink Floyd, The Allman Brothers and the like(I luv jam bands).

Movies:

The Matrix Trilogy, the Animatrix, Interview w/ the Vampire, The X-men Trilogy, Lord of the Rings, Saw, The Others, The Ring, Unbreakable, Ect...

Television:

Family Guy, the Simpsons, Fear Net., Law and Order, Adult swim (the good stuff, not that squidbillie/aqua teen crap), Discovery Channel documentaries especially the Science Channel, pretty much any thing on Food Network, MTV sucks!, Tales from the Darkside, the Twilight Zone, and SPONGEBOB RULES!

Books:

Anything written by Anne Rice, Horror/SciFi genre anthologies, H.P. Lovecraft, books that are thought provoking and challenge the norm, Chuck Palahnuik, reference books on Astronomy, Calvin and Hobbes compilations, and whatevers on hand that I can read to my neices that will creep them out.

Heroes:

Some are being beaten, some are being born, and some can't tell the difference any more
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My Blog

The Pedestrian

The Pedstrian- I'm hoping for the hopeless I'm terrifed the rain  I'm wishing that I could pay monetary with physical pain I'll fecal feel the retna I'll lament more my name I'll count the cars ...
Posted by Scapegoat Stigmata on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 11:32:00 PST

Willing Victim

willing victim- there were darker days forced to assimilate, septic existence a barren womb betrays runaway bride, access denied a terminal ethical syndrome rape to penetrate, placebo atrophy tec...
Posted by Scapegoat Stigmata on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 08:36:00 PST

lol

speaks for itself...
Posted by Scapegoat Stigmata on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:58:00 PST

sparrow song

cast of harsh surroundings- periless instinct revived of egos emptied-as tranquility's denied a sparrow perched on stone- an innocense divined for so much sin atoned- set out to be outshined of mind ...
Posted by Scapegoat Stigmata on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:02:00 PST

ostrich days

can't hear a word, nor flint of gazehorrid it seeks, in countless weeks-it weepsdriven in sutle desperationhollow of no inspiration combat it better a societylistless uttered in sobrietysoon it will k...
Posted by Scapegoat Stigmata on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 08:48:00 PST

horseshoes and handgrenades

  soveriegn guide the wound to gush, in the form of language from the brain you don't understand but your trying, and argument insues with intent to sustain right is wrong or is wrong right, jus...
Posted by Scapegoat Stigmata on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 08:41:00 PST