Christina, christina, christina, thats my namee; && my hair is blonde, & my eyes are big and blue(: I go the Muscatine highschool; && Im an Iowa girl and thats where I grew up ever since today. My hair is somtimes curly, and somtimes stright...Depending on the day. My figure would be small but not perfect; &&my age would be Sweet sixteen. Im not perfect, I promise you that, I get nervouse in front of large crowds and turn red && somtimes my make-up is uneven and I even cry over silly things...I can be a bitch at times. If you annoy me, Ill problly tell you. Im young and sheek and diffrent && I love fashion. So basicly I am very photogenic && I want to be a model && I'm on MHS Varsity Cheerleading! I've had my heart-broken one to many times, and somtimes, I feel as though I will never get it put back together, but I know I will; Its just gonna take time; I cant force it. But behind all thoughts traits Im just a girl...I love to have to fun, Im easy to talk to,and Im very spontatainous, And I love to talk on the phone, or text,(Just send me a message if you want my number), bright colors make me smile,I sing solo or w/gary at church, I try not to take life for granted, I love dogs, I'm in love with fashion, I dont care if poeple judge me anymore; because I am who I am, I'm trying to be a bigger and better person about some issues, I love making people smile :D , I'm done trying to be somone im not, I deff look older then how old I really am, I'm really muture for my age, I love to shop, I grew up with two brothers who only watched football, soo I tend to watch that every now and then, I love Animals, I love being in the country and looking at a million stars, I love the sound of trains on a soft summer night while laying in bed, I use songs and poems and to express my feelings, I love sunsets they make me smile, I love sittin on the dock at the river front and looking at the bridge lights at dusk when the sky is all kinds of colors, I'm really fun to be around, and easily entertained, Im a true blonde at heart, I've always wanted to go to a beach,I'm a 11:11 beliver; I love roller costers; and theam parks, there alot of fun!; I tend to watch them silly makeover shows on TLC all the time; When I'm 18, I'm gone outta this town; I've always wanted to go sky diving; I wanna learn to play the piano, I think piano shows your feelings; My overused word is "gurl" haha; I can complain alot;But what gurl dosent?(: I love to go swimming and run and play volleyball, Partying and dancing is somthing that shows who I am. I love the outdoors, I love to do gymnastics and I love going to parks and swing in the summer time, Singing is my passion, And for ever that will be. Color guard is my other passion, It brought out the best in me; & was the best thing I ever got into; it changed my life without a doubt; I met some amazing people, and 2009 was the year; I had to let go of some of them... I plan to live life to the top, To the fullest that it can ever be. I do alot of voulnteer work, I try to give more and more everyday; Im alays here to help my freinds whenever and wherever. I do not belive in aborting babys...For one reson, and you'll read about that later on. I babysit almost to much...But kids are adorable, Im not gonna lie.! I stick up for my bestfreinds when ever they need help, Im always here for them, && I love my best-freinds, They know who they are. (: I can be a smart girl when I wan to be; I work hard at thing,& I got lots of franns; & I want to live in a big city, cause I wanna live a little, and see the world for my self. I love my family, Of course...They have made a big impact on my life, and they have stuck through it all with me, even when it got really hard in life. My family means the most to me. My life sounds amazing right? (I wish) My life is so diffrent from others around me...Im not like other girls, without a doubt. All this all leads to my big secert I hold today...I christina marie, Am adopted...And I HATE It. On 1993 I was born to Joyce beck, And beautiful young women; Who cared deeply about me...She was a single mother and could hardly afford food for me, & from what I know, I was the only kid she had at the time, and we lived above cookie crumb in the appartmeants in muscatine; and she would leave me alone on the bed when I was only a couple months old because she had to go work; My real mom was a really hard worker and beleived there was somthing better out there for me and didnt want me rasided terribly...Soo she deiced to go through a private adoption...& soo she found the family I am with now...But before she could sign the papers to offically hand me over to my new family she would; like seriously, sit in a chair and hold me in her arms and cry over me for hours and days; As I got older and my family I'm with now told me all what had happen.. my life changed from there on out; I started to wonder; things got harder; my mom I'm with now didnt make it any better; she would tell me false things about my real mom; she would never try to understand my life or the background I came from...; she would never understand why I got so scared to see her leave for work or on long trips when I was little; It was because I was so scared I was gonna lose a mom agine...she would never understand why I would hardly spend time with all the family that would come from outta town...It was because I didnt feel like I belonged there; It wasent my real family...But overall; I tend to find my real mom some day and get this messed up life a new change...and change for the better; and to finally feel like my life will make sence. I dont know much about my past, well...I dont know anything really about my real life, & thats why my life can be so confusing to me at times. But some day I plan to find her and try to fix my broken life<3 Soo...Im just girl; And life is pretty a night mare for me. --- It annoys the shit outta me when all that guys want is sex.,Soo if thats what yhur thinkin, then you are wasting your time. I'm soooooo sick; of being heartbroken; lied to; cheated on; or any bullshit like that. I'm done with that shit, I want a man who will love me for the girl I am, I want a man who can drive; who is ready for a real muture relisonship; & dont wanna base anything off sex; cause it wont happen; I want a real man who can say things and mean it; not to just say it cause its what I want to hear; cause I will find out if your lieing or not... I want a man who dosent fall for my bestfreinds. I want a man who I can take silly pictures with. I want a man who I can trust with my life. I want a man who can keep promises and never break them; I'm done with boys who think my feelings are a game; I'm done with little boys; I'm more muture; & I'm done with that kiddy shit; I hate clingy boys...thats annoying;; & I want a man with real style; and can dress up and look nice; I dont want a man who dont know how to dress; I use to set my standers low; but now there raising... --- I wish I was older, so I could get the fuck outta here...(Its my main goal.)Basicly what im trying to say is, im just Christina,and I dont change for anyone!; Im a girl with a broken heart; Sharddered Into a zillion peices. Im Crazy and sweet and my dreams a BIG! I have lots of crazy freinds; I love to party like a rockstar, Im the kinda girl who wishes she had a fairy tale ending, and wants that perfect boyfreind to come along...somtime soon. I am a diffrent type of girl, Trust me...You will never find a girl like me, ever in ur life time, and so there for im just a girl looking for that life I've been trying to live for a long time. My life isent perfect, But thats okay...Thats what makes me...Me! && if you dont like me...Well sweetie, that tends to be ur problem...Because I could care less. Soo keep talking to ur shit, because the shit you talk wont ever tare me down!Add my msn if you wanna talk. [email protected] get your own layout here.
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