About Me
I love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, aweful, beautiful life. I live by do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as your breathe and love for as long as you live. I can definitly say 2007 changed my life forever. I learned that you cant bring back the ones you lost, take back the mistakes you made or regret the decisions you once thought were right. Life is to precious to worry about the stupid shit; so have fun, get drunk, fall in love, say what you wanna say and do what you wanna do, regret nothing and dont let people that dont matter bring you down. Every story has an end, but in life every end has a beginiing. You can never regret anything, because at one time it was exactly what you wanted. I am not going to worry about the poeple in my past, because there are reasons why they didn't make it into my future. I shouldnt live in the past because one day he is going to wake up and realize how much he does care for me... but at that point I will be waking up to the one that already knew. I do, I want that one boy who will prove to me they arent all the same. The one who can realize that I may say it doesnt matter, but the look in my eyes will tell a differant story. To hold me when I am upset, pick me over all the other girls, to pick me up and tickle me and wrestle, to talk to me and tell me jokes, tell me how beautiful I look, to look me in the eyes and tell me he loves me, to smile and kiss me on the forehead, and to tell me how he needs me in his life. Know that it is easy to hate, but love takes courage. Goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories good or bad will always bring tears and words can never replace those feelings. So lets get 2008 started and live for the moments that we cant put into words. Here's to my friends that make my life and bring me smiles day to day. Lets continue in this beautiful life, being friends forever through good and bad, and lets remember in 2008 that everything happens for a reason! Lets cherish yesterday, live for today, and dream for tomorrow!
