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ultra geek

I am here for Friends

About Me

i think i've seriously run out of things to write in this shit. theres not much about me, u know random girl looking to become fully independent so that she doesnt have retarted ppl telling her what to do all the time. trying to enjoy what i have now cause i know that eventually there's and end to everything. also trying to prove to ppl that im not stupid by learning as much as i possibly can fit into my poor memory overload of a brain. and at the same time trying to focus on my personal desires. i said i was trying cause its mad hard to keep focus when there's so much shit that you wanna do like fuck, drink, dance, dance , dance ....whatever im here and i've made it this far with my mentality odviously im doing something right.
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FROM THE WHITE STRIPES ALBUM COVER: "we mourn the sweetheart's loss in a discusting world of opportunistic , lottery ticket holders caring about nothing that is long term, only the easy way out, the bragging rights and trophy holding. The thirteen year old tattoo, the hard attitude, devil may care, dont call ur parents, drink, insult, thank only urself, and blame the rest if u dont get urs. Gone to the ether, gone to ur mothers hope chest, buried in the boot of the rocker, the trunk of the car,and they got laughs, they get home late, they missed the rent, they forgot your money, they've got a new friend, they wont be told they are wrong. Burn baby burn, take the trash to the living room, laugh at the sweetheart, you and ur friend can kill it if television's aim is bad, break it , hard or die. Hard or die. It keeps going , you're not wrong, dont worry about it, what matters? you're having fun right? break the rules rebel, break them hard, help urself. Make urself at home, turn on the video games, dont bother to contact, gorge urself. its all here for u. take ur sweet time, if ur confronted by it. blow it off and get paid quick. This is what it's all about , and we're with you baby, take my bite as high support, take my argument as just something that's my problem, u dont need this, you need to please urself. the dream is alive and well, and we dont want to wake from it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

you, cause u seem nice and u like to hang out with me even when i'm not doing anything interesting or look pretty which is never. you put up with my stupid mood swings and dumb excuses to why im always late. you're open minded and easy going , u dont get mad easily and u know when to shut up and just listen or when to interfere and tell me to shut up. you make me laugh when i need it and u dont think i'm stupid.........

My Blog

stop explaining

    maybe its cause its the beggining of the year and you always expect something great to happen this one year, or for things to change. i just knew it in the beggining that this was g...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 23:38:00 GMT

La que todos los dias espera a tu regresar

i wish it were different and i could say im doing really well and nothings wrong everythings perfect. i really do wish it were that easy. school, job, jobsearching, friends, me, Jean.....family, i don...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 20:48:00 GMT

that there thats not me

aaaaaaaaaaahhh i went to see radiohead!!!!  god they were so fucking great. unfucking believable....thom is awesome, he's so cute, he runs around the stage and does these little dances and moves ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 19:45:00 GMT

cottonmouth.

como dueles en los labios, como dueles en todos lados, como duelen sus caricias, cuando ya se ha ido, como duele la ausencia, como extrano su color de voz, como falta su presencia en mi habitacion, co...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 16:03:00 GMT

flowers are for geeks

 You may tire of me as our December sun is setting because i'm not. No longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise. The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw Som...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:50:00 GMT

be the one i need.

love of mine someday u will die. but ill be close behind . ill follow u into the dark. no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white. just our hands clasped so tight. waiting fot the hint of a spark....
Posted by on Fri, 16 Dec 2005 14:35:00 GMT

love of mine someday u will die

procrastinating again. should be writing a paper but suffering from the usual body ache . i think i'm gonna be sick. u know when ..... u have one of those days where u just feel like this cant possibl...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 14:43:00 GMT

i wanna fuck u like an animal

if theres one thing that i really dont understand is the human need for others. its as if we are nothing without others . and it shouldnt be like that . not that being alone is good cause its not but ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 17:18:00 GMT

99 red balloons

eeeh ...i cut my hair. i know everyone wants me to grow it out but i'm not the grow ur hair out and style it everyday kind of girl if anything its more of like i want to shave off my hair everytime i ...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 14:05:00 GMT

tienes tan mala memoria

Porque tus amores perros me van a matar, sin haberme dado la felicidad. tus amores perros me van a matar sin haberme dado siquiera un poco de felicidad. i wish i could sleep. but i cant lay on my bac...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 12:53:00 GMT